best friend?

edzpa Poems

Remember the times you caught me crying? used to make up excuses when you won't stop prying. I had no courage to tell you; how many times I've doubted you. Cause you meant more to me; than any of my insecurities. I was miserable, wasn't I? used to vent out my feelings, didn't lie. I loved him beyond limits, you knew; the girls were fully aware too. Maybe our bond wasn't strong, or else I could've forgiven you. Maybe the world didn't know, how much I really tried to. You had your reasons, he was sad and depressed, and you chose to go address; leaving me in distress. You called me your best friend, then why did you hide it? I was right there, a meter away from your bed. You called me your best friend, then how could you **** him? in the same places, you knew I loved him. You called me your best friend, then how could you not know? how deep a scar, your actions will carve. Our bond was like a holy thread, anything it could sustain, cutting it once and tying a knot, won't make it pure again. Sister or sinister, I am not sure anymore. Friend or fiend, perhaps you were both. I wish I could lend a hand, but it's harder for me to stand. Roots that run so deep; I had to fall to my knees. You have many best friends, so what if you lose one friend? You made a choice and walked that path, no good will come from seeking the past. Look ahead, with no regret; for I consider you, my kindest crook.