Cancer, there is no answer
No rhyme or reason
No, typical season
It’s something you get through
Not something you do
Finality seniority
The process regress
The stages of grief
Sometimes death is relief
The things we aren’t supposed to say
The things we think to make it go away
We silently prepare
for the worst Black hurst
Negativity
Under a demon’s spell
Of no return of
The finality of it all
Life marker received the call
When a life ends
People in their grief try to make amends
It is selfish of me to think these things
The fear of what life brings
Saying the silent out loud
Facing the fear, giving it to God, letting Go
Who am I if not, my husband’s wife
What will happen to my life?
What will I become?
In totality I evolve
For whom the bell tolls
Death effects one and all
Not just the one the grim Reaper call
Jan 8
Jan 8, 2026 at 11:48 AM UTC
Cancer, there is no answer
No rhyme or reason
No, typical season
It’s something you get through
Not something you do
Finality seniority
The process regress
The stages of grief
Sometimes death is relief
The things we aren’t supposed to say
The things we think to make it go away
We silently prepare
for the worst Black hurst
Negativity
Under a demon’s spell
Of no return of
The finality of it all
Life marker received the call
When a life ends
People in their grief try to make amends
It is selfish of me to think these things
The fear of what life brings
Saying the silent out loud
Facing the fear, giving it to God, letting Go
Who am I if not, my husband’s wife
What will happen to my life?
What will I become?
In totality I evolve
For whom the bell tolls
Death effects one and all
Not just the one the grim Reaper call
My husband is having a surgery January 21 for mouth cancer. This is not his first first bout with cancer of the mouth. Lesson learned do not smoke even if you stopped smoking years later, this could be your faith. Two surgical teams feeding two trachea to try to prevent infection.. First surgical team will remove the cancer in the mouth. Second surgical team take a piece of skin from the forearm with a vein and artery attached, reattaching it in the neck to keep that skin flap alive. Attach that on top of the hole in the mouth. This delicate operation if too much scar tissue will in peed his ability to speak plus the pre-existing star tissue from the last surgery, makes it a delicate dance. The doctor fourth in the nation San Francisco said your last surgery was a three in severity. This one is an eight. The biggest issue would be that of infection. 3 to 4 days in ICU straight out of surgery seven days hospital.. Providing they get clear parameters that would be the end of it. If not radiation don’t even want to think that word right now. My husband is 77 years old. prayers are appreciated
