The news needs my fear.
I struggle to survive.
Is it terrible that if I
can't tell stories,
I think I can't be happy.
3AM is the prime-time slot
for the show, in my head,
entitled, 'Thoughts About Dying'
Starring, Attaching Sentiment
To Anything is Absurdity.
I wish I didn't have
post-orgasm clarity.
All my old friends are old friends.
I miss my brothers.
I miss my grandma.
I miss having the wrong
answers about death.