It is midnight and all I can't think about is you.
I can't think about all of the memories we might have had.
I can't think about the love we could have made.
I can't remember the day I kissed you for the first time as my wife.
I can't feel your warm embrace as your arms envelop my neck.
I can't imagine a life with you.
You were my rock,
anchoring me below the surf as I fought to breathe.
Deep gulps of water made it clear to me that I was drowning in your problems.
"I love you" isn't worth drowning for.