I have an addictive personality
In one way and more
I’m an addict for sure, not for ****** or crack not something easy like that
No I’m an addict for love
And yes I know every addict right now is grinding there teeth wishing to tear me a new one
***** uttered through gritted teeth
And that’s fair I’d say, I’m sure it ***** I’ve never been addicted much
just *** smokes, alcohol and such
I don’t know, not really how hard it is but what I can say is this
I wish I was an addict to something that would actually **** me
See an addict they need it always and can’t get enough
Fill their veins till they see heaven with that stuff
But the love I crave you see
it never brings me ecstasy
just half hearted hope that one day I’ll see
someone won’t tear up and spit out what’s left of me
It’s not a high I can control and it leaves me wanting something awful
It takes away my breathe but forgets to give it back
I’m so use to walking around gasping living through a pain that’s worse than a heart attack
**** if I could be an addict I think maybe, yes I would
****** would be a friend that would never leave me like he could
Hell if somethings going to run like acid through my veins
eating ravaging through my brain
taking away anything sane
Than Jesus ******* Christ let it be something that actually kills me not takes me dancing in the rain, breaks my heart and looks at me like I’m the one to blame
Let it be something I can claim
Cause this love **** is exhausting and I’m tired of the pain
Give me one giant shot of bliss and let me leave this plain
Because the next time I can get a hit
I know it’s going to feel like ****
But my hearts an addict, it won’t quit
I’ll give all that’s left to be their perfect fit
Apr 21
Apr 21, 2026 at 7:12 PM UTC
I have an addictive personality
In one way and more
I’m an addict for sure, not for ****** or crack not something easy like that
No I’m an addict for love
And yes I know every addict right now is grinding there teeth wishing to tear me a new one
***** uttered through gritted teeth
And that’s fair I’d say, I’m sure it ***** I’ve never been addicted much
just *** smokes, alcohol and such
I don’t know, not really how hard it is but what I can say is this
I wish I was an addict to something that would actually **** me
See an addict they need it always and can’t get enough
Fill their veins till they see heaven with that stuff
But the love I crave you see
it never brings me ecstasy
just half hearted hope that one day I’ll see
someone won’t tear up and spit out what’s left of me
It’s not a high I can control and it leaves me wanting something awful
It takes away my breathe but forgets to give it back
I’m so use to walking around gasping living through a pain that’s worse than a heart attack
**** if I could be an addict I think maybe, yes I would
****** would be a friend that would never leave me like he could
Hell if somethings going to run like acid through my veins
eating ravaging through my brain
taking away anything sane
Than Jesus ******* Christ let it be something that actually kills me not takes me dancing in the rain, breaks my heart and looks at me like I’m the one to blame
Let it be something I can claim
Cause this love **** is exhausting and I’m tired of the pain
Give me one giant shot of bliss and let me leave this plain
Because the next time I can get a hit
I know it’s going to feel like ****
But my hearts an addict, it won’t quit
I’ll give all that’s left to be their perfect fit
