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Can't forget

I remember darkness

Feeling alone

Not knowing what to do

Not knowing if I should tell

 

Cramped in a small space

Maybe with someone else

But mostly not

I was alone

 

I did something

anything

I don't know

But I was alone

 

I tried to ask why

but I was greeted

with only hurt

and pain

 

I was alone

because I wasn't alike

I wouldn't let things go

I wouldn't say, "Ok"

 

It was dark

It was small

I was scared

I was alone

 

I told no one

I don't know why

I just didn't

It's how it worked

 

I would go everyday

Don't know why

I didn't even try

to say anything

 

If that day

I was even worse

I felt the sting

of a belt

 

It hurt

physically

emotionally

everything

 

I don't know why

I didn't say

anything

ever

 

I remembered

Later

In high school

I don't know why

 

I had counseling

depression

medication

and the like

 

It was hard

I'm still coping

But I can't

forget

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