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It’s funny how quickly You can swallow pills I wondering how daring I could be How many before I sleep I can feel them in my limbs The looseness off my arms Weight of my eyelids... But it’s not enough I’m not numb enough yet I’m still awake Put me to sleep I don’t wanna be awake I DON’T WANT TO BE AWAKE They kept me from my knife Little white pills won over metal Cause I can’t remember what was wrong Idk why I was upset But idk Maybe I’ll just cut myself anyway Just to ******* feel it Maybe I just want to Maybe I just want to bleed Maybe I’ll just take one more.... Then watch me bleed
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Dec 16, 2019
Dec 16, 2019 at 1:32 AM UTC
Idk tonight
It’s funny how quickly You can swallow pills I wondering how daring I could be How many before I sleep I can feel them in my limbs The looseness off my arms Weight of my eyelids... But it’s not enough I’m not numb enough yet I’m still awake Put me to sleep I don’t wanna be awake I DON’T WANT TO BE AWAKE They kept me from my knife Little white pills won over metal Cause I can’t remember what was wrong Idk why I was upset But idk Maybe I’ll just cut myself anyway Just to ******* feel it Maybe I just want to Maybe I just want to bleed Maybe I’ll just take one more.... Then watch me bleed
I’m not nearly numb enough yet Can’t even remember how many I’ve taken...
#pills#drugs#sedative#sedated#cutting#selfharm#sleep#suicidal#pain
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21/F/Sol III
Dec 16, 2019
Dec 16, 2019 at 1:32 AM UTC
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