I felt the weight of a million universes on my shoulders and in my head, pounding
Blood rushing to my head and I cannot fathom obtaining any peace until my blood has stopped pumping
Undesirable, inconsolable, insecure, three words to describe my demeanor
Torn from what I wanted , needed, and all I knew, brought to a state of numbness
Walking around like an emotional, emotionless zombie, unable to think speak or feel properly
Heavy heavy heart, what more can you endure when all you've got left is shattered pieces, too shattered to put back together
My eyes fill like a bathtub and my skin tingles with a feeling of remorse
There's a deep pang at the back of my throat, and a sharp stab in the center of my chest, I cannot feel this way .
This is not what it is supposed to be.
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 11:43 PM UTC
I felt the weight of a million universes on my shoulders and in my head, pounding
Blood rushing to my head and I cannot fathom obtaining any peace until my blood has stopped pumping
Undesirable, inconsolable, insecure, three words to describe my demeanor
Torn from what I wanted , needed, and all I knew, brought to a state of numbness
Walking around like an emotional, emotionless zombie, unable to think speak or feel properly
Heavy heavy heart, what more can you endure when all you've got left is shattered pieces, too shattered to put back together
My eyes fill like a bathtub and my skin tingles with a feeling of remorse
There's a deep pang at the back of my throat, and a sharp stab in the center of my chest, I cannot feel this way .
This is not what it is supposed to be.