Dawn breaks another cold day looms
Off in the distance i hear dishes clank and old school cartoons
The frost is crisp every things all white ,..........
That will change soon ,and it has
Its nearly noon
And i begin to contmplate upon the
Spiritual journey im on
And I suppose as the numbness grows discomforting
My extremities become akward ,I'm having difficulties now
still ascending
There will never ,ever
Even till the end of eternity
Which coincidentally
Is an incongruent term and quite possably
The most contradictory oxymoronic statement
Concerning time that shall transcend beyond eternity
Wait I take it back
Actually the statement made after that will be
And speaking of incongruity
If you dig enigmas explain this
In the absence of anything
There lies a state of nothing do you follow me?
Correct me if I'm wrong there cannot be kinematic
In otherwords the change in position of an object with respect to its surroundings in a given interval of time
Whether time flows and we roll with it
Or we flow through it
I believe it is thee quintessential core of a three faceted quantative illusion in alows reality to exist and not only "be" a perpetuating matrix of quantum flux incorperating a ductile with minimal elasticity time space continum
OK then if eternity or even time has no end then it could have never began
Within this level of experience
It would be, then not be, then be
Then never not be
Or existforeverolid state suspended animation in witch
Everything existing never knowing
Wouldn't that be something
You could actually hear nothing
Nothing could then exist
Yet when nothing can be conceived or conceptual believed or deceived then nothing can decay so
Essentially every thing existing all at once forever
in cognitive self awarness ,or this mind based reality using only signals from external stimulus
It limits us by only allowing lucidity agree with a time base frame of reference
A sorta two way street black and white right or wrong
And unfortunately for me this is how my functions in a hypothermal state
I'm really still trecking up this mountain well past the Snow line
As I began to say there will never be a way to describe the emotions I'm incurring
For lack of better terms its shear repubate mind stupiditry
And a plethera or dumbly done things
Plus I'm feeling guilty because I insulted the sun because she ran behind this mountain there went all the heat
I know now and feeling responsible some how
and yet on and on
I wander pontificating on whats up in store almost evening and now i can hear a mountain stream as it trickles into a pitcuresque pond i walk to it ruhminateing in the fickilnesss
I began this journey at first because my love no longer wanted me
Not looking for reasons or meanings answers or anything
I was on a quest to meet and expidite my own
mortality
Now hypothermal I'm seein the beauty in everything
Freezing staring blankly
In reflection I see a older me only inwardly I can't feel time having its way with me
and a gentle lonely tear caresses my flushed cheek as if to comfort me and i ponder
Watching the ripples that
Feb 21, 2020
Feb 21, 2020 at 6:25 AM UTC
Dawn breaks another cold day looms
Off in the distance i hear dishes clank and old school cartoons
The frost is crisp every things all white ,..........
That will change soon ,and it has
Its nearly noon
And i begin to contmplate upon the
Spiritual journey im on
And I suppose as the numbness grows discomforting
My extremities become akward ,I'm having difficulties now
still ascending
There will never ,ever
Even till the end of eternity
Which coincidentally
Is an incongruent term and quite possably
The most contradictory oxymoronic statement
Concerning time that shall transcend beyond eternity
Wait I take it back
Actually the statement made after that will be
And speaking of incongruity
If you dig enigmas explain this
In the absence of anything
There lies a state of nothing do you follow me?
Correct me if I'm wrong there cannot be kinematic
In otherwords the change in position of an object with respect to its surroundings in a given interval of time
Whether time flows and we roll with it
Or we flow through it
I believe it is thee quintessential core of a three faceted quantative illusion in alows reality to exist and not only "be" a perpetuating matrix of quantum flux incorperating a ductile with minimal elasticity time space continum
OK then if eternity or even time has no end then it could have never began
Within this level of experience
It would be, then not be, then be
Then never not be
Or existforeverolid state suspended animation in witch
Everything existing never knowing
Wouldn't that be something
You could actually hear nothing
Nothing could then exist
Yet when nothing can be conceived or conceptual believed or deceived then nothing can decay so
Essentially every thing existing all at once forever
in cognitive self awarness ,or this mind based reality using only signals from external stimulus
It limits us by only allowing lucidity agree with a time base frame of reference
A sorta two way street black and white right or wrong
And unfortunately for me this is how my functions in a hypothermal state
I'm really still trecking up this mountain well past the Snow line
As I began to say there will never be a way to describe the emotions I'm incurring
For lack of better terms its shear repubate mind stupiditry
And a plethera or dumbly done things
Plus I'm feeling guilty because I insulted the sun because she ran behind this mountain there went all the heat
I know now and feeling responsible some how
and yet on and on
I wander pontificating on whats up in store almost evening and now i can hear a mountain stream as it trickles into a pitcuresque pond i walk to it ruhminateing in the fickilnesss
I began this journey at first because my love no longer wanted me
Not looking for reasons or meanings answers or anything
I was on a quest to meet and expidite my own
mortality
Now hypothermal I'm seein the beauty in everything
Freezing staring blankly
In reflection I see a older me only inwardly I can't feel time having its way with me
and a gentle lonely tear caresses my flushed cheek as if to comfort me and i ponder
Watching the ripples that
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