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My 18th Birthday Is Coming up Im Nervous, I Feel Tense While writing this Will I Continue On Another cycle Or will i Be strong & Remain keeping count on my Soberiety days. Will i Hold back and say no to the drug.. or will i give in like i did when i turned 14 15 16 17 on the low as the night ends slow will i resist the urge and stay clean or do it all over again. So much to think, the days getting closer..
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Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 4:04 PM UTC
18th Bday
My 18th Birthday Is Coming up Im Nervous, I Feel Tense While writing this Will I Continue On Another cycle Or will i Be strong & Remain keeping count on my Soberiety days. Will i Hold back and say no to the drug.. or will i give in like i did when i turned 14 15 16 17 on the low as the night ends slow will i resist the urge and stay clean or do it all over again. So much to think, the days getting closer..
The Past 4 Years of my birthday i Have snorted or smoked crystal this time its differnt because people know of my addiction now back then it was easy because nobody new. alot has changed over the years, i hope i dont relapse and if i do.. i dont know..
#drugs#birthday#relapse#tweak
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Pearlsmoke
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Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 4:04 PM UTC
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