#tweak - Hello Poetry

'Twas the night before death.. She was her only opponent facing each moment alone High to the pipe, drinking til she couldn't feel the pain anymore Only the burning sensation of tequila down her throat Her days became gray Her memory vague Wishing for someone to wash every teardrop away, without the need to ever beg, or plead them to stay But what do you expect Only so much to take The smile she everyday faked, was merely her soul, shattered by blades What more can I say Clogging her nose up with ice, it won't be long before her body, begins paying the price A horrific mistake, she tried to escape, from all the had made her afraid The strength she contained, the little bit that remained, was greater than that which most drove her insane She was warned, she was told And even then that wasn't enough to stop her from selling her soul for some gold Thus, the night she turned cold

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Aug 24, 2016

Aug 24, 2016 at 5:20 PM UTC

javier-maravilla

Suicide Girl (The Curse)

'Twas the night before death.. She was her only opponent facing each moment alone High to the pipe, drinking til she couldn't feel the pain anymore Only the burning sensation of tequila down her throat Her days became gray Her memory vague Wishing for someone to wash every teardrop away, without the need to ever beg, or plead them to stay But what do you expect Only so much to take The smile she everyday faked, was merely her soul, shattered by blades What more can I say Clogging her nose up with ice, it won't be long before her body, begins paying the price A horrific mistake, she tried to escape, from all the had made her afraid The strength she contained, the little bit that remained, was greater than that which most drove her insane She was warned, she was told And even then that wasn't enough to stop her from selling her soul for some gold Thus, the night she turned cold

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Definition of subcataneous and words thereof within interstate of the particular subject. Facts and theories, alike; as well as stark contrasts between the two, being that of facts and theories. Hypothesis basis number one equivalent to energy transferred through tectonic plates beneath the earth's surface leading to catatonic implosion, therefore resulting in interstellar disaster.

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Aug 11, 2016

Aug 11, 2016 at 3:36 AM UTC

taylor-rogers

Thine Crystalline Mind

Definition of subcataneous and words thereof within interstate of the particular subject. Facts and theories, alike; as well as stark contrasts between the two, being that of facts and theories. Hypothesis basis number one equivalent to energy transferred through tectonic plates beneath the earth's surface leading to catatonic implosion, therefore resulting in interstellar disaster.

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When raids of knaves And smitten sheep Aimed to pervade Our hide and seek, Beneath enclaves We'd creep and keep Their souls, we flayed, To hide and TWEAK.

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May 5, 2016

May 5, 2016 at 1:09 PM UTC

Maples

Bonnie & Bonnie

When raids of knaves And smitten sheep Aimed to pervade Our hide and seek, Beneath enclaves We'd creep and keep Their souls, we flayed, To hide and TWEAK.

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Tweaker Tweaker Did you eat any dinner And Have you showered Tweaker Tweaker How long have you been awake When's the last time you had real sleep Or is everyday maintained W/ 10mins every half hr. Tweaker Tweaker Do the shadows still appear Are the voices the only thing you hear Is what you feel inside your skin Even real or just made up in your head Tweaker Tweaker Do you even care The ones you love miss you so much Do you even care You've lost your life before 25 Tweaker Tweaker Please get better Reach out for help Put the needle down Drop the pipe, hear it shatter Blow away that line you just crushed up Tweaker Tweaker It'll be alright Your loved ones are still near They still care Reach out for help Don't be scared Everyone only wants to help Tweaker Tweaker When you quit The devil will shout It won't be easy , count on that It will be worth it You'll get to live So try your best Beat past this, you'll get through this Slowly but surely You'll make to 100 days sober Reunite with all your loved ones Employeed with a growing family Is what will come When you decide It's time to end the Devils game So Tweaker no more, but a lady or gentleman Good for you You've come far Keep your mind positive I'm proud of your sobriety Congratulations You're living & now you see why Sobriety was always worth it Tweaker no more Lady or gentleman How was the meal you just had Was the shower the best you've had ? Did you finally get some sleep Were you able to escape the shadows and voices from in your head Tweaker no more Just admit This is the best you've felt Since your first time trying crystal You feel human finally There's no going back To tweaker island You won't make it out The second time around So hide your very best Keep yourself busy And talk out loud When you feel like you Might relapse back into tweakers land. With no chance to survive another night

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Mar 10, 2016

Mar 10, 2016 at 5:49 AM UTC

Kvrmnaese

Tweaker tweaker

Tweaker Tweaker Did you eat any dinner And Have you showered Tweaker Tweaker How long have you been awake When's the last time you had real sleep Or is everyday maintained W/ 10mins every half hr. Tweaker Tweaker Do the shadows still appear Are the voices the only thing you hear Is what you feel inside your skin Even real or just made up in your head Tweaker Tweaker Do you even care The ones you love miss you so much Do you even care You've lost your life before 25 Tweaker Tweaker Please get better Reach out for help Put the needle down Drop the pipe, hear it shatter Blow away that line you just crushed up Tweaker Tweaker It'll be alright Your loved ones are still near They still care Reach out for help Don't be scared Everyone only wants to help Tweaker Tweaker When you quit The devil will shout It won't be easy , count on that It will be worth it You'll get to live So try your best Beat past this, you'll get through this Slowly but surely You'll make to 100 days sober Reunite with all your loved ones Employeed with a growing family Is what will come When you decide It's time to end the Devils game So Tweaker no more, but a lady or gentleman Good for you You've come far Keep your mind positive I'm proud of your sobriety Congratulations You're living & now you see why Sobriety was always worth it Tweaker no more Lady or gentleman How was the meal you just had Was the shower the best you've had ? Did you finally get some sleep Were you able to escape the shadows and voices from in your head Tweaker no more Just admit This is the best you've felt Since your first time trying crystal You feel human finally There's no going back To tweaker island You won't make it out The second time around So hide your very best Keep yourself busy And talk out loud When you feel like you Might relapse back into tweakers land. With no chance to survive another night

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How to be a great tweaker 1) Go get some drugs 2) Don't take them yet 3) Go get some tweaker friends 4) Go get some snacks and take a shower 5) Put on clean clothes 6) Go to a tweaker friend 7) Give them the drugs 8) Walk over to a light post 9) Give it one dollar 10) Go eat that food THE END.

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Dec 20, 2015

Dec 20, 2015 at 4:00 PM UTC

BabyPhoenix

NYPC #8

How to be a great tweaker 1) Go get some drugs 2) Don't take them yet 3) Go get some tweaker friends 4) Go get some snacks and take a shower 5) Put on clean clothes 6) Go to a tweaker friend 7) Give them the drugs 8) Walk over to a light post 9) Give it one dollar 10) Go eat that food THE END.

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By the by, I am a tweak of reality, Quite f'rtile. Touch me And impregnate me With w'rds. F.Z.N

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Jul 7, 2015

Jul 7, 2015 at 1:39 PM UTC

EleanorRigby

Fertile

By the by, I am a tweak of reality, Quite f'rtile. Touch me And impregnate me With w'rds. F.Z.N

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My 18th Birthday Is Coming up Im Nervous, I Feel Tense While writing this Will I Continue On Another cycle Or will i Be strong & Remain keeping count on my Soberiety days. Will i Hold back and say no to the drug.. or will i give in like i did when i turned 14 15 16 17 on the low as the night ends slow will i resist the urge and stay clean or do it all over again. So much to think, the days getting closer..

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Mar 5, 2015

Mar 5, 2015 at 4:04 PM UTC

Pearlsmoke

18th Bday

My 18th Birthday Is Coming up Im Nervous, I Feel Tense While writing this Will I Continue On Another cycle Or will i Be strong & Remain keeping count on my Soberiety days. Will i Hold back and say no to the drug.. or will i give in like i did when i turned 14 15 16 17 on the low as the night ends slow will i resist the urge and stay clean or do it all over again. So much to think, the days getting closer..

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Gotta Love This **** Changes You Up Quick. Take A Little Hit, Take A Pop, A Taste, A Bite A Syringe . Chemical Effects Seeing Life Unrealistic Getting Super ****** Twisted <3 Loving Life Feeling 20x Better Than Mighty Fine, iTs Fantastic Can Be Long Lasting. You'll Truly See How Wonderful iT iS, Like Real Magic. Body Sensation, Mind Blasting, Euphoria Rising, Smiles, Hugs, Many Laughing. One Simple Dose Can Make You Feel important, Wanted, Loved, Above, Amazing, Powerful, Special, invincible. Your Kept Focused On Yourself And Dreamy Like Flow That You'll Soon Fall inlove With iTs A Feel indescribable & Just Everything You Can Ask For. Blocks And Keeps You Away From Your Surroundings, its Unique, intense, Has Suspense , Gives You Affection & So Much Satisfaction Plus Attention Keeps You Distracted By These Temporary Actions. You Like What iT Brings You How Happy & Better Of A Life You Seem To Be Living iN Your Eyes, it Lies It'l Keep You Wanting So You Begin And Keep On Finding . You Used, Now You Abuse Fell For iTs Tricks,Now You Say I Can't Live Without This. Your Life's On Pause Took This Dangerous Vacation Which No One Has A Clue Whether You'll Come Back The Same Or Alive Cause Your Brains So Damaged & Fried You Keep On Consuming Assuming Everything's All Right, Your Hooked On This Potion Poison That Hypnotized You Took Ahold Of You Your Becoming Unknown Lost Control , Life Spans On A Thin Line, Fast Mode, Became So Distant , isolated Your Un-Existent To The World Now. But You Yourself Dont Even Give A **** About Anyone But Your Drugs . Went So Low Sold Your Soul To A Heavy Substance Which You Consider Your Only And Lord. Minds Erased, Future Hope And Dreams Went All To Waste Reality Seems Fake So Used To Being High You Feel its Your Normal Estate. Have No Faith Became So Negative , And Careless & Use Your Heart less Went Against Your Morals & Values Not Minding The Monster You Have Turned into. Self Image Beginning To Lose iTs Color iTs Details Thinning , All Numbed Out, Having No Type Of Emotions , Cant Laugh, No Smiles, Your Charm Fades, Life Became A Daze Long Maze You Then Begin To Feel Hopeless, Worthless Thinking And Believing You Can Only Move On By Continuing Smoking This Dope **** Your Body Begins This Tolerance, leading & Waiting To Introduce You To What You'll Consider Hell Worser Than Comedowns Withdrawls. Body's All Messed Up Tricking You Into Thinking That A Nice Hit Will Fix You Up. So Much More To This Bad Habit Of A Drug. Havnt Mentioned Money, Risks, And Lost's. Drugs End Up ******* You Up Sadly Madly Disappointed At The Fact You Threw Away Your Life Without Even Noticing . Or Wanting. Your Addicted And Sickened Strung Out But Still Looking Towards How Your Getting Your Next Fix? You Still Go Down The Lane Passing The Stop Sign In Another Dimension Nobody But You Only Mention Going Krazie, Buried Yourself, Your A New Person. Paranoia, Voices, Shadows, Whispers Your Becoming insane Looking So Drained. On A No Sleep Mode, But You Don't Care So You Still Go Down The Same Lane Cause iTs Really Hard To Change From What You Have Been Around And Same Routines For A While And So Used To Doing And Living With These New Drugged Thoughts, Mind, New State Mentality Full Of Loving Drugs And Living With Day And Day On And On. You Messed With Your Head Even Though You End Up Making iT To Sobriety Days Most Likely You'll Relapse And Fall Again. Because Drugs Had Made A Huge Impact In Your Life For A Long Period Of Time iTs A Strong Attachment That Can And Will Heal By Time iF You Try Have Hope in Your Eyes Ears Heart & Mind.

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Dec 2, 2014

Dec 2, 2014 at 2:59 PM UTC

Pearlsmoke

DRUG

Gotta Love This **** Changes You Up Quick. Take A Little Hit, Take A Pop, A Taste, A Bite A Syringe . Chemical Effects Seeing Life Unrealistic Getting Super ****** Twisted <3 Loving Life Feeling 20x Better Than Mighty Fine, iTs Fantastic Can Be Long Lasting. You'll Truly See How Wonderful iT iS, Like Real Magic. Body Sensation, Mind Blasting, Euphoria Rising, Smiles, Hugs, Many Laughing. One Simple Dose Can Make You Feel important, Wanted, Loved, Above, Amazing, Powerful, Special, invincible. Your Kept Focused On Yourself And Dreamy Like Flow That You'll Soon Fall inlove With iTs A Feel indescribable & Just Everything You Can Ask For. Blocks And Keeps You Away From Your Surroundings, its Unique, intense, Has Suspense , Gives You Affection & So Much Satisfaction Plus Attention Keeps You Distracted By These Temporary Actions. You Like What iT Brings You How Happy & Better Of A Life You Seem To Be Living iN Your Eyes, it Lies It'l Keep You Wanting So You Begin And Keep On Finding . You Used, Now You Abuse Fell For iTs Tricks,Now You Say I Can't Live Without This. Your Life's On Pause Took This Dangerous Vacation Which No One Has A Clue Whether You'll Come Back The Same Or Alive Cause Your Brains So Damaged & Fried You Keep On Consuming Assuming Everything's All Right, Your Hooked On This Potion Poison That Hypnotized You Took Ahold Of You Your Becoming Unknown Lost Control , Life Spans On A Thin Line, Fast Mode, Became So Distant , isolated Your Un-Existent To The World Now. But You Yourself Dont Even Give A **** About Anyone But Your Drugs . Went So Low Sold Your Soul To A Heavy Substance Which You Consider Your Only And Lord. Minds Erased, Future Hope And Dreams Went All To Waste Reality Seems Fake So Used To Being High You Feel its Your Normal Estate. Have No Faith Became So Negative , And Careless & Use Your Heart less Went Against Your Morals & Values Not Minding The Monster You Have Turned into. Self Image Beginning To Lose iTs Color iTs Details Thinning , All Numbed Out, Having No Type Of Emotions , Cant Laugh, No Smiles, Your Charm Fades, Life Became A Daze Long Maze You Then Begin To Feel Hopeless, Worthless Thinking And Believing You Can Only Move On By Continuing Smoking This Dope **** Your Body Begins This Tolerance, leading & Waiting To Introduce You To What You'll Consider Hell Worser Than Comedowns Withdrawls. Body's All Messed Up Tricking You Into Thinking That A Nice Hit Will Fix You Up. So Much More To This Bad Habit Of A Drug. Havnt Mentioned Money, Risks, And Lost's. Drugs End Up ******* You Up Sadly Madly Disappointed At The Fact You Threw Away Your Life Without Even Noticing . Or Wanting. Your Addicted And Sickened Strung Out But Still Looking Towards How Your Getting Your Next Fix? You Still Go Down The Lane Passing The Stop Sign In Another Dimension Nobody But You Only Mention Going Krazie, Buried Yourself, Your A New Person. Paranoia, Voices, Shadows, Whispers Your Becoming insane Looking So Drained. On A No Sleep Mode, But You Don't Care So You Still Go Down The Same Lane Cause iTs Really Hard To Change From What You Have Been Around And Same Routines For A While And So Used To Doing And Living With These New Drugged Thoughts, Mind, New State Mentality Full Of Loving Drugs And Living With Day And Day On And On. You Messed With Your Head Even Though You End Up Making iT To Sobriety Days Most Likely You'll Relapse And Fall Again. Because Drugs Had Made A Huge Impact In Your Life For A Long Period Of Time iTs A Strong Attachment That Can And Will Heal By Time iF You Try Have Hope in Your Eyes Ears Heart & Mind.

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Never Had iThought Id Actually Be Or Fall inlove. A Mutual Desire Something iFeel And People Dont Call Me insane Cause iTs A Human Being Not A Chemical Substance. iRealistically Feel, How iKnow iTs Real. He's Better Than Drugs A Fullfilling Natural Stimulant dose My Happiness my everything, 1st love of my life

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Sep 6, 2014

Sep 6, 2014 at 8:18 PM UTC

Pearlsmoke

Yes

Never Had iThought Id Actually Be Or Fall inlove. A Mutual Desire Something iFeel And People Dont Call Me insane Cause iTs A Human Being Not A Chemical Substance. iRealistically Feel, How iKnow iTs Real. He's Better Than Drugs A Fullfilling Natural Stimulant dose My Happiness my everything, 1st love of my life

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iMMa Love You Till The Day They Make Me Leave You. They Don't Know Your My Soul & i Need You. I Know iTs Wrong, But iT Feels So Right.

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Sep 6, 2014

Sep 6, 2014 at 7:10 PM UTC

Pearlsmoke

**** Sprung

iMMa Love You Till The Day They Make Me Leave You. They Don't Know Your My Soul & i Need You. I Know iTs Wrong, But iT Feels So Right.

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iM Scared To Fall Back Into My Old habit Im worried I Don't Know if il be able to get off Crystal **** Temptation is quick to blind me Im weak minded when It comes to this What are the chances to get Into the habit again...

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Sep 6, 2014

Sep 6, 2014 at 5:15 PM UTC

Pearlsmoke

Drug Downfall

iM Scared To Fall Back Into My Old habit Im worried I Don't Know if il be able to get off Crystal **** Temptation is quick to blind me Im weak minded when It comes to this What are the chances to get Into the habit again...

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iUsed To Be A Dope Dealer . **** Turned On Me, Now im The Dope Feind. Mary Jane Used To Be My Main its Insane, Now iGot Methamphetamine iN My Veins. & iDont Give A ****** **** iLove Them Stronger Drugs iDont Take Em To Avoid Problems. iCan Solve Them. iDo iT For The High & Them Dialated Eyes. Can You See That iM Krazie ****** Up Mentality Since The Age Of 13. iGet Twisted So My Life Can Look Unrealistic iGot That Sick Sober High My Times Quickly Passing By.

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Sep 6, 2014

Sep 6, 2014 at 2:30 PM UTC

Pearlsmoke

Switched Kloud

iUsed To Be A Dope Dealer . **** Turned On Me, Now im The Dope Feind. Mary Jane Used To Be My Main its Insane, Now iGot Methamphetamine iN My Veins. & iDont Give A ****** **** iLove Them Stronger Drugs iDont Take Em To Avoid Problems. iCan Solve Them. iDo iT For The High & Them Dialated Eyes. Can You See That iM Krazie ****** Up Mentality Since The Age Of 13. iGet Twisted So My Life Can Look Unrealistic iGot That Sick Sober High My Times Quickly Passing By.

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iN & Out Of Rehab iRelapse Then Collapse iNever Commited To Sober Living So Why Are People Tripping? Drug Programs Are A Waste According To My Case. im Never Going to Stop unless i O.D And Drop But Even iN Heaven Thats iF iRise. With the Angel imma Continue Tweaking Cause iM A ****** Tweaker Or iN Hell With Fallen Angels. It'll Be Better, Since iSold My Soul To The Devil. He Never Asked iJust Gave iT Up. iFell iN Love With A stimulant Drug made up Of Chemicals ****** Poison But idgaf il Keep Dosing. Went From Snorting To Smoking Methamphetamine iLet iT Get The Best Of Me. Part 2 Out & iN 2014 iTs Krazie iM Back To This Dope **** Its been Already 4 years and Im still Addicted. In & Out Of Rehabs, Different Drug Programs and Sad That iStill Havnt learned **** Got Out November 19 2014 For The 3rd Time And im Still Twisting, Getting Lit Ilove Living Twisted Im on a comedown Im irrated right now wanting to take Another hit.

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Sep 6, 2014

Sep 6, 2014 at 2:21 PM UTC

Pearlsmoke

iN & Out Of Rehab

iN & Out Of Rehab iRelapse Then Collapse iNever Commited To Sober Living So Why Are People Tripping? Drug Programs Are A Waste According To My Case. im Never Going to Stop unless i O.D And Drop But Even iN Heaven Thats iF iRise. With the Angel imma Continue Tweaking Cause iM A ****** Tweaker Or iN Hell With Fallen Angels. It'll Be Better, Since iSold My Soul To The Devil. He Never Asked iJust Gave iT Up. iFell iN Love With A stimulant Drug made up Of Chemicals ****** Poison But idgaf il Keep Dosing. Went From Snorting To Smoking Methamphetamine iLet iT Get The Best Of Me. Part 2 Out & iN 2014 iTs Krazie iM Back To This Dope **** Its been Already 4 years and Im still Addicted. In & Out Of Rehabs, Different Drug Programs and Sad That iStill Havnt learned **** Got Out November 19 2014 For The 3rd Time And im Still Twisting, Getting Lit Ilove Living Twisted Im on a comedown Im irrated right now wanting to take Another hit.

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