My type is no stereo type
Inconsistently like I'm a mad scientist
Looking like a hopeless romantic
To be honest its tragic
My family refuse learning every name
Isn’t worth the effort
Being called the family *****
Outcasted on a desolate shore
I can’t keep a girl
No matter who hard I try
“It’s me not you”
“You were too perfect”
“I cheated on you”
I could make a book
With all the quotes
Nothing like spark notes
Long distance or face to face
I can't find the right space
I want something longer
A someone to settle down with
To beat the title
Something that feels vital
Where leaving isn’t an option worth taking
Instead I'm shaking
Failing, not due to lack of effort
Instead I just look like a trouble maker
Not even a uniform could save me
Swapping careers to find new peers
All i found was open water
Nothing but deep seas
Diving down to the sea floor
Like your a sunken ship
So here I sit
Struggles I wish I could beat
Instead I can’t make it
Not, home like I'm permanently alone
PCS’ed to foreign shores
Hoping its better then State side
But to these pages there's only one side
Feb 20
Feb 20, 2026 at 11:41 PM UTC
My type is no stereo type
Inconsistently like I'm a mad scientist
Looking like a hopeless romantic
To be honest its tragic
My family refuse learning every name
Isn’t worth the effort
Being called the family *****
Outcasted on a desolate shore
I can’t keep a girl
No matter who hard I try
“It’s me not you”
“You were too perfect”
“I cheated on you”
I could make a book
With all the quotes
Nothing like spark notes
Long distance or face to face
I can't find the right space
I want something longer
A someone to settle down with
To beat the title
Something that feels vital
Where leaving isn’t an option worth taking
Instead I'm shaking
Failing, not due to lack of effort
Instead I just look like a trouble maker
Not even a uniform could save me
Swapping careers to find new peers
All i found was open water
Nothing but deep seas
Diving down to the sea floor
Like your a sunken ship
So here I sit
Struggles I wish I could beat
Instead I can’t make it
Not, home like I'm permanently alone
PCS’ed to foreign shores
Hoping its better then State side
But to these pages there's only one side
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