I know this girl
she seems sad
or maybe mad?
I understand her too well
her eyes seem to swell
all that crying
sometimes she tells me
"I feel like dying"
shes the girl who sits at the back
taking notes,or drawing cats
one time this girl told her
"you're worthless that's just facts"
this insult hit a little harder than the last
she went home and slit her wrist and
promised she would leave it all in the past
she presses harder,pushing herself a bit farther
scrambling to the bathroom she grabs 3
pill bottles oblivious to what they where
thinking to herself "i feel so alone"
as she departs this life leaving her family bare and cold.
I stare at the empty desk in the back
wishing I could've helped her feel less sad
maybe things happen for a reason
but I've missed her since last season
her little smiles when we would talk for a while
oh how it hurts to lose a bright smile