Only fearing not growing up.
Keeping me up at night, "Am I really doing enough?"
Shame, only feel like a waste of time.
I promised to get just a "little better" as I got older.
You're so patient; and equally sick of waiting.
Promised to do better.
Should've, could've, but I can't help it.
Probably want to let me go.
But -oh- you can't.
Right now, all I feel is the pouring.
I need a little bit,
just a little,
a little bit gone.
All these poppy fields,
evil witches
houses,
dodging them everywhere.
When I whisper, fallen to a point I hate:
"Like winters fall over us, heavy
Take it off, I can't stand this.
Snow is falling all on me.
All it off."
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 6:57 PM UTC
Only fearing not growing up.
Keeping me up at night, "Am I really doing enough?"
Shame, only feel like a waste of time.
I promised to get just a "little better" as I got older.
You're so patient; and equally sick of waiting.
Promised to do better.
Should've, could've, but I can't help it.
Probably want to let me go.
But -oh- you can't.
Right now, all I feel is the pouring.
I need a little bit,
just a little,
a little bit gone.
All these poppy fields,
evil witches
houses,
dodging them everywhere.
When I whisper, fallen to a point I hate:
"Like winters fall over us, heavy
Take it off, I can't stand this.
Snow is falling all on me.
All it off."