Need you when the old me,
Crashes all of my sanity.
Need you to remind me,
Where I come from, especially all of my gravity.
Can you just ground me,
When I’m a tumbling,
Spiralin,
Just plummeting.
Down to Earth,
Can you bring me down to Earth?
You call me,
All up on my ********
Lie to me, if I ain’t.
Love me if it rain,
Even when it pains you.
I know I’m difficult,
All this **** is difficult,
It’s difficult to -
Open your heart up,
Hoping I never find out.
Cause I love you, just how you are.
When I come down,
Hoping you never find out.
Who I really am,
You’d never love me.
Never love me.
But, I believe you when you say it like that.
You must really love me.
For real, no games.
Just back and forth.
Only your support.
Only you buddy,
Can you hold me?
When nobody’s around us.
But why’s it so difficult to -
Open my heart up,
Hoping I never find out.
Cause I love you, just how you are.
When I come down,
Hoping you never find out.
Who I really am,
You’ll never love me.
Never love me.
You’ll never love -
But I try to believe you,
When you say it like that.
In case you come over again.
Maybe really love me.
You must really love me.
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 7:17 PM UTC
Only fearing not growing up.
Keeping me up at night, "Am I really doing enough?"
Shame, only feel like a waste of time.
I promised to get just a "little better" as I got older.
You're so patient; and equally sick of waiting.
Promised to do better.
Should've, could've, but I can't help it.
Probably want to let me go.
But -oh- you can't.
Right now, all I feel is the pouring.
I need a little bit,
just a little,
a little bit gone.
All these poppy fields,
evil witches
houses,
dodging them everywhere.
When I whisper, fallen to a point I hate:
"Like winters fall over us, heavy
Take it off, I can't stand this.
Snow is falling all on me.
All it off."
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 6:57 PM UTC