All my life and in this world
Thoughts like nights
Days a blur
Sought out vice
To bridge the void
Yet some how I never get to
Divide a heart against a dream.
All the effort gets spread so thin
Silly thinking I could be understood
Vain to assume I even get attempts
When in truth my thinking isn't that special
Words into the division soup; the internet
Ego conceding the lack of proof
Endless scrolling while time bleeds
I need to believe or prepare myself
None left here to save me
A world that went another way.
It is their rule; fit it or fade away.