You have no clue what I went through.
Crying on the bathroom floor,
explaining to my mom
everything I had hidden from her
for the past few months.
Weeping for hours and deciding to compose
the hardest letter I ever had to write.
Sobbing because I thought I'd never
speak to him again.
But then crying tears of joy
when he finally came back.
A few days after, dying on the inside
because he left again,
but seeing his name pop up
on my screen after another month,
wondering what I should do
and deciding to reply and
finally
tears slowly falling from my eye
as I faced the fact that I had to say
goodbye.
Jul 7, 2023
Jul 7, 2023 at 2:27 AM UTC
You have no clue what I went through.
Crying on the bathroom floor,
explaining to my mom
everything I had hidden from her
for the past few months.
Weeping for hours and deciding to compose
the hardest letter I ever had to write.
Sobbing because I thought I'd never
speak to him again.
But then crying tears of joy
when he finally came back.
A few days after, dying on the inside
because he left again,
but seeing his name pop up
on my screen after another month,
wondering what I should do
and deciding to reply and
finally
tears slowly falling from my eye
as I faced the fact that I had to say
goodbye.