there's so many things
i regret not doing this year.
i could go on
and on
and on
for hours
with no end in sight -
but i won't.
because i choose
to focus on all the good
that came from
this year.
such as,
going to concerts
and experiencing life
as a teenage girl
with passions.
or maybe laughing
as my friend and i read
inappropriate book scenes aloud
to one another.
or getting my first ever job!
because,
i can't let my regrets
hold me back.
that time has passed,
and yes -
if i went back,
i would've done it differently...
but im glad i didn't.
look where i am now!
im happy.
i am really,
really -
fucking happy.