here i am lying beside the crack below my door.
hello? is anybody there?
it's so dark in here.
here i am inside my mind.
brought here by the traumatzing pain
that i have endured.
sleeping for all of eternity.
waiting for food to arrive underneath
my door.
dying for something to drink.
are you there?
sometimes i believe i hear you.
i cry in this dark room
all by myself
peering through the crack
for signs of moving feet or words never to be spoken.
my glossy eyes close themselves
involuntarily.
waiting for something to happen that never will.