Like the saying goes, it's now or never
And if you stop to wait you'll wait forever

Don't bother trying to be too clever
For you'll spoil a great endeavor

So get to movin' and dance with fate
Or fool around and miss the date

For wise men say, 'to late's to late'
So no point in lying down to wait

Just grab your heart and always remember
That today's the day it's now or never!

I don't know who I am or what I want or what I'm supposed to be
I don't always know what's right, or do what's right but I know I'm trying.
I'm trying to change but be the same.
I'm trying to laugh even though I'm crying

I'm trying to find out what it is I'm supposed to be and what I'm supposed to be doing here but all I can find is that I'm hungry for some soul

So feed me already cause I'm ******* broke.
But the food's not good enough when it's not cooked with love
And the World is really lacking a lot of that these days
Yet I wonder
How am I going to get through all of this and find out what I'm supposed to be?
With the bills stacking up and the job taking up all this time to dream
And the world completely forgetting about me and you and him and her

What am I supposed to be?

So I sit down and think about it
Write down a few ideas only to scratch them all out.
Because I find that a clown isn't really fitting
And a wise man never calls himself a wise man
And thief is what we've all had to become so it's not fare to say that's me

So I drink my coffee and look into cup and what do I see?
I see a man who's too scared to be brave
But would take a bullet for someone he loves and speak nothing of it
I see a man who's only 24 but acts like he's 80

I see a man who's been burnt up, beaten up, and completely neglected but **** that's everybody with a story to tell and mine's really not that much different from any one else.

So what's so special about me?
This doesn't to tell me what I'm supposed to be

And then this kid walks up to me
Bright face with a smile that could make a funeral seem like a birthday party
His eyes are big and his body is half the size of my leg
He smiles at me and climbs up my lap and says uncle you're already what you supposed to be
And I'm hungry so feed me.

I can still smell you.
It drives me mad.
Mad to hear you
Mad to see you
Mad to touch you
Mad to taste you
Mad.
Love has lifted us both
And to the heavens we reach
But as high as we are
Though as light as we are
We remain shackled
For fetters bind our flight.
Yet these fetters of ours I love
For it's not our limbs that are chained
But our very hearts.
So we float
Suspended from the ground
Holding each other while in hiding
Up top roof-tops under starlight lighting.
Dancing our dance when no ones watching.
Enjoying what we can
Whenever we can
For as long as we can.