I want to tell you
How you make me feel
Nervous and comfortable
Stronger and weaker
I want to tell you
That now I see the world through your eyes
That when you smile, my heart stops
And then it beats so hard I lose my breath
I want to tell you
How your hug makes me lose myself
How the taste of your lips makes me drown
I want to tell you
Your lips are my sips of cold refreshing water
And again and again and again
I want to drink...
I want to feel the skin beneath your clothes
I want to feel your heart beat against mine
I want to spend more precious minutes with you
I want to say "I love you"
Although logic protests
When you pull me close
Everything makes sense
Everything is brighter
Everything is clearer
Everything stops....and appreciates the magic here
Between us
The sparks
The change in me
The hurt turns to beautiful scars under your caresses
My flaws glow with character under your adoring gaze
My faults are mere bumps in the road
Everything adds up now
This
This is who I was born to be
The girl whose hand you pull to your chest
The girl enchanted by all you are
The girl blushing for you
This
This is where i want to be
This is the beauty I sought.

At a table we sit
The drinks flow and the herb goes around
"Let's play a game!"
Someone suggests
And so it begins
"Spin the bottle!!!!"
And there it is decided
Anticipation
Nerves
The bottle lands on me
The opposite side?
You
Our eyes meet....
The emotions rise
Simmering
You get off your stool
Come over to mine
I get off mine
My legs
They turn to mush
They serve their purpose though
You bring me close with your strong arm
I can feel your breath on my ear
Gentle nips over my cheek
And then we're face to face
My body pressed intimately against yours
My arms around your neck
Slowly you dip
Closer
Closer
Till soft lips meet
Barely
Like a whisper
Soon the kiss is deepened
Gentle and smooth
Hard and arousing
I'm drowning
Falling into an abyss of passion
Your strong arms keep my head above
Saving me as your lips take me under
And your mouth
That rich sensual mouth
Plunders mine
"That's enough"
We distantly hear our friends call out.
Reluctantly we draw apart
My heart is still racing
My lips still parted

My eyes open to the harsh fluorescent light
It was just a dream...

I want to be free of you
To wake up without the burning urge to call you
Or the unbearable need to see you
I want to find new reasons to smile
Other than your loving attention
New jokes other than our private ones

I want to make plans for myself
With an invisible face waiting at the altar
Other than your handsome one
That i know like the back of my hand

I want to love you
But i also want to hate you
Because loving you this intensely
Brings me immense joy
And bottomless pain.

I want to be free of you
To wake up without the burning urge to call you
Or the unbearable need to see you
I want to find new reasons to smile
Other than your loving attention
New jokes other than our private ones

I want to make plans for myself
With an invisible face waiting at the altar
Other than your handsome one
That i know like the back of my hand

I want to love you
But i also want to hate you
Because loving you this intensely
Brings me immense joy
And bottomless pain.