Constantly anticipating your response
Waiting for you to type at once
The red light wishing it is you
Nobody else but my boo

Waiting for that late night text
Sitting there patiently vexed
What's next? The sound of the phone
That's when I know I am not alone

She's my inspiration she's all I contemplate
We forget all the Hate its just me and you
The meaningful I Love You's
Without thinking twice that's when I say I Do...

I'm a person that always feels alone & unwanted, a general feeling that's never gone... The desires to be important & not just the doormat.... Not to only be remembered when you need something, the nerve to call yourself my friend is amusing...

Being the nice guy with the world walking all over you when your working hard all for you, approvals mean most to me mistake number one but I hope for my sake this all just passes

The story of my life is a bad joke and I'm the punchline, the pun to this joke is that I've accepted it, if you hear me loud enough now through my silence, your heart has ears better than the ones attached to your head those ones just have you mislead....

Vent what feel not what you think your heart speaks louder than your mind and if you don't mind I'd rather listen to the beat of your heart than the thump of your mind...

Poke at my mind, reminisce with me, play it like a song at the back of my mind, paint a vivid picture of that time we had

Makes me think that all that time was serendipity, spent time with the dedication from all the inspiration you gave, just to see that last smile on your face...

Play with my mind, reminisce for me, capture my soul, when it all went wrong it felt like I tainted a rose...

I look back on my selfish decisions, I know I have to let you go like a flower child, beautiful child I know you need to grow in sacred Garden of Eden, The Lord has truly blessed me

Twist my mind, lift my soul, reminisce no longer, like a rose thorns only make you stronger...

Why do we judge people? As if we are any better ourselves? The mistake is comparing yourself to who's at fault whether its people or a cult, just to make yourself feel better about yourself

Hate who I am, while I do what I can, Love my failure while I love my progress...

Open your mind its there where you will find clarity then you will know what its meant to be, hate is of the mind & love is of the heart they all come together to make peace by the soul

Hate at my success while I'm humble to who I've become, you can Love it when I'm down while God helps me get up

Hate Me or Love Me either way your still thinking about me....

I'm not born, mom's 16 it all happened
So fast, I am conceived I believed in a new life yet being called a mistake a childish fault
But it wasn't my fault...

All the words done & said the pressure, the worry of not being sure, the stick says I'm here, it might as well say "your skrewed"
Hope this won't be shrewd but I am here

Then she said "My mom is going to **** me" then I realized My mom is going to **** me...

Remember me as I am.
the subject of your diary,
the topic of your conversations,
the reason for all your sensations

I live with your hopes & dreams in mind, knowing how you were so kind...
Let the wind dry your tears and i thank God for the years we have together...

Remember how I made you smile, when I watched you walk down the isle.
Cherish the memories, Love the moments we spent.
When I'm gone remember the sound of my voice and Remember me as I am...

Who you see everyday, could it be me? The childish hopes of being noticed with the aspire for you to inspire me, I'm that man with all the heart to appreciate you the way you are a work of art...

The stories told and heard beginning with Once upon a time till The End, they always started with you without an End. The birds tweet as you walk, I follow the leader... I've always got your back...

Do you see me? When your in pain I am always there All I need is once chance to show you happiness & who I am only then will you Now See Me...