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Olivia A Keaton Mar 2018
Through my entire life, I’ve had to debate some true events in life. A lot of them have been difficult to think about and decide on.

But, the true debate always in my head, is whether or not I get out of my warm bed. No matter how badly I have to ***.
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It’s very true
Olivia A Keaton Apr 2018
The wind howls,
not like a wolf, but good guess.
It’s so strong and demanding.
It does whatever it wants with my hair,
and it did unspeakable things to that trampoline.

I wonder if the wind is trying to tell us something, but we aren’t wise enough to listen.
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Olivia A Keaton Jan 2019
a small, and pitiful (yet strangely beautiful)
sound that falls like velvet from my lips.

the sound of desire, unspeakable want.

a sound that will give him chills and make him pace.
a sound that acts like a readying trumpet at a horse's race.
a sound of begging and needing.

a golden thing,
held closely as my own,
protected from all.

except the one that creates the whimper.
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Olivia A Keaton May 2016
The woods are
Lovely;
Dark;
And deep;
But I have
Promises to keep
And miles to go before I sleep.
Credits to Robert Frost (I didn't come up with this)
Olivia A Keaton May 2018
I love you. I’m scared to love you but I’m ready to love you. And I do.
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Olivia A Keaton Sep 2018
just as my eyes will adjust,
to this dark.

I will adjust,
to my own.
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Olivia A Keaton Sep 2018
Moonlit dances under the stars
nighttime love that’s purely ours.

Love me like the rain,
dance with me, make it go away, the pain.

Hold me sweetheart, in the calm, in storm
only you can keep me warm.
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Olivia A Keaton Sep 2018
caress me.
run your rough hands up and down my body.
kiss my full lips, absolute bliss.
pull me impossibly closer and stare into my eyes.
smirk and say things, only for me, under your breath.
grab onto me and pull me around, swaying me in a dance of lust of our own.
steam and passion on ragged breaths that are few and far between.


then.

hold me close.
whisper “I love you”s and sweet nothings into my ear.
sleepy smiles that no one will see because it’s too comfortably dark.
wrap your arms around me, protect me, keep me warm like only you can.

please
love me.
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H im

Edit: I wrote this about my current boyfriend when we hadn't started dating yet and put it as a private poem.
Olivia A Keaton Oct 2016
This is my story
I apologize cause
Its going to be boring

Thats ok cause
This stanza is
Not important
And my mind is like a depressant

Talking about my
Wars
Not to mention the
Scars and Sores

You aren't interested
But my brain with these thoughts
Is infested
Also came up with this one
Olivia A Keaton Oct 2016
This is my story
I apologize cause
Its going to be boring

Thats ok cause
This stanza is
Not important
And my mind is like a depressant

Talking about my
Wars
Not to mention the
Scars and Sores

You aren't interested
But my brain with these thoughts
Is infested
Also came up with this one
Olivia A Keaton Apr 2017
darling how I love you
t h i s   m u c h
but oh how much I hate to
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Olivia A Keaton Nov 2016
You told me this key opened your heart
but it turns out that I'm not the girlfriend part.
I used to love you but then you broke me
shortly after you gave me this old rusty key.
This key has been used before
over the years it's become a thing of yore.
Olivia A Keaton Jun 2018
You loved her, that was plain to see.
You loved with a love that isn’t put simply.

You loved her like the rain,
so pretty from afar, but you wanted to take shelter, and hide when she falls.

You loved her like a peach,
sweet and hard to resist. Everything was cool until you got to her pit.

You loved her like winter, comfortable in a sweater. But with the least bit of cold, you pretend you haven’t met her.

You loved her like the sun, shining oh so beautifully bright. But you ran away when she lost her will to fight.

You loved her, and that much is true.
But you loved her in a way that was convenient for you.
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Olivia A Keaton Oct 2018
small strings
attached.

big hearts
I’m winning back.

tug tug

you’re pulling on my
thread.

I fear,
you’ll tug too hard.
and, in the wake,
my heart will be split
in two.
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Olivia A Keaton Nov 2017
I’m counting, let me be
1.2.3.
He just looked at me.
1.2.3.
I’m dying can’t you see?
1.2.3.
Pardon my three O.C.D.
1.2.3.

Several thirds of a whole
these are threes that I stole.
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I like to count in threes
apparently it’s a side effect of OCD
Olivia A Keaton Apr 2018
It is never the gun that shoots itself,
therefore it is the
lover
and not the
love
that hurts us all.
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Just a thought about gun control and love. Arguably the two most difficult situations.
Olivia A Keaton Nov 2018
his dark eyes were cloaked
in a thousand brilliant stars,
twinkling back at me.

his hair was almost midnight,
a dark forest.
easy enough to get lost in.

the moon shone on his skin,
making it look like a calm lake.
all I want to do is skip stones on it.
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Olivia A Keaton Sep 2019
this room is so cold!!
please,
pass me a blanket
Olivia A Keaton May 2017
for me to be so happy
ive had some arguments with monsters
and im sorry if I end up sounding sappy
but too many fights make too many wounds
that dont always heal
but
too much crying
gives those monsters time to take the ****.
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Olivia A Keaton Sep 2018
I’m too sad
and
they’ll say “that’s too bad”

I want you too much,
I need to feel your touch.

I’ve never felt a love too strong.
That is until you came along.
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Olivia A Keaton May 2017
every last
"You'll never amount to anything"
every last
"Try to be less of yourself"
and every single
broken promise.
I will toss these away and move on
I will soon live happier
*maybe they'll regret it when I'm gone
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Olivia A Keaton Jan 2019
There was a time
when
our lips hadn't yet touched.

and

There was a day
when
your eyes didn't know mine.

and

There was a point
that
your hands hadn't yet caressed my body.

And to think,
all that I have to do is ***** up once,
and I'll begin to remember these seemingly foreign things,
just a little too well.
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Olivia A Keaton Aug 2016
I black out as I hear my name

beep.     beep.     beep.

Death is peaceful. Maybe I'm not dead.

It's a *dream

A dream in which I cannot be woke from.

The thought of it. My death dream it's like the best thing.

And it is very intoxicating
By the way I'm not suicidal or anything but this is an ok poem.
Olivia A Keaton Jul 2017
boy i never would have
thought i'd get this far
in any old truck
or any old car.
but that evening we went
for a nice little drive
just letting the wind blow
and letting the music thrive.
singing along, matching pitch
with some doubts
playing our air guitars,
letting our hearts out.
no air condition
was perfectly ok
because the sun was
perfectly sunny that day.
a perfect little memory
coming in to view
a wonderful evening
and i shared it with you.
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thanks dad <3
Olivia A Keaton Apr 2020
True love comes in many forms.
The first man that I loved was my dad.

True love is putting a band-aid on a “boo-boo”
true love is showing that people should appreciate you.
In the form of a hug
or “laughing shoulder shrugs”
helping me balance on a bike I was too scared to ride.
Rolling eyes in a grocery store
or winning fights of “I love you more”
Dad taught me how to be a lady.

Yes dad,
some days I might think you’re crazy,
but you were the first man I’d ever love.

Weaving a hook through a worm
or braving a storm
only to embrace the sound of thunder.
You bring me pure joy
surrounded by noise
of this “big” ole city we’re in.

Yes dad,
I might not say it all of the time,
but you were the first man I’d ever love.
Another part in True Love
Olivia A Keaton Apr 2020
True love comes in many forms.
The most different and unique is for Hunter.

True love is calling non-stop
from miles away
to make sure I didn’t cut
I had put the blade away.
True love is that care
the “you’re beautiful” stare
and the endless beauties you’ve shown me.
In the form of saving my life,
fixing our fights,
and helping me stay on track.
In the form of your kisses
and your “sweet dream” wishes,
in the form of my favorite song.
You’re in my head and my heart,
you made everything right when it was all wrong.

Yes Hunter,
I’m in love with you now
and I feel that I will be
until the death parting vow.
Forever and always watching out for me.
Doing what others can’t
being what I’ll always need.
Another True Love
Olivia A Keaton Apr 2020
True love comes in many forms
my first was my mom.

True love is carrying a baby in your belly
even if you weren’t “ready”.
True love is making sure
mama hugs came in steady.
Hugging me while I giggle.
Holding me down for a tickle.
Maybe solving a puzzle or two.

Yes mom,
I’m growing up now,
but my first true love was you.

16 and a half years later
sometimes I don’t know what to say to her.
Locked away in my room.
Involved with myself
the books on my shelf
Sometimes I don’t know what to do.

Yes mom,
I’m not always there
but my first true love was you.
First in a series of True Love
Olivia A Keaton May 2020
Rags to riches is what they say
but they always forget to mention
that the true treasure
is amongst the rags from the beginning
Olivia A Keaton Jul 2017
I think I think too much

too much thought about love.

I've never been in love,
you know, the head over heels they
all talk about. no.

why be head over heels for someone,
if you don't even like to be tumbled?
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Olivia A Keaton Jul 2018
toss and turn
a love to learn
a tear to spill
a heart to ****
a rose for me, but a bullet for you
tumbling in roses is fun, but there’s always thorns too.
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We love roses. I love you.
Olivia A Keaton May 2019
I like coffee
you prefer tea.
I love you
and
you love me.

This is a story of how two halves of people so very madly in love,
create something whole and beautiful.
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Forever dreaming of the whole I'm sure to get.
ugh
Olivia A Keaton Jan 2019
ugh
As I ride along in this car with you,
unwillingly,
I sip my water and silently wish it were something harder than the simple H2O.
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Olivia A Keaton Mar 2017
This morning I could not
walk by you without smiling like a fool
I knew something was going on
but now it's for sure, I like you a lot
Eh
Olivia A Keaton Jun 2017
why am i never happy
no matter where i go?
why is my happiness
dwelling with you,
too far away?
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Olivia A Keaton Jul 2018
do you think I meant to fall for him?

no. but I don’t necessarily want to stand back up.
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Olivia A Keaton May 2017
it's ok
I understand
the nonsense you go through
and with every given chance,
you heal
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Dear friends, apply this to your life in any way needed. :)
Olivia A Keaton May 2017
have you ever thought
that maybe i eat too much,
not because im hungry,
but because im starving?
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Olivia A Keaton Jan 2018
Imagine: a perfect life
I have that right now.

Allow me to explain:
I’ve fallen hopelessly in love,
*and I continue to plummet every second
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he’s all I need. all I want.
Olivia A Keaton Jan 2018
beautiful and soft,
dangerous and sharp.
it really depends on how cruel
the world chooses to be.
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Why do people cut the thorns off of roses? That’s part of their entire beauty and life
Olivia A Keaton Dec 2017
I won’t have a date,
it’ll be too late,
a happy smile I’ll fake,
right on my face,
he will go with her,
she will go with him,
everyone is coupled,
and right here I am.
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I’m gonna make them regret they didn’t ask.
Olivia A Keaton Nov 2017
i better stop dreaming about you


they're so vivid, the dreams.
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Sorry I haven't been here in a while, but now I have a lot to write about so you can expect more and more <3
Olivia A Keaton Nov 2017
and after a game of waiting I’m finally, once and for all, 100% over you
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Olivia A Keaton Nov 2017
I’m just now getting my life together,
don’t expect me to piece yours together too.
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Olivia A Keaton Oct 2017
the leaves were falling,
but now it’s snow.
I can’t fall back into love,
I just want him to know.
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Olivia A Keaton Oct 2017
you can't call me a chicken for not jumping off of the cliff when you've never seen the edge.
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Olivia A Keaton Oct 2017
God I love you so much.
          *help me
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Olivia A Keaton Mar 2017
oh Olivia you look beautiful today
well thats what they say
when my hair is curled or done a certain way
not when its natural or messy
oh how I love your outfit
thats what they claim
when my shirt and pants are uncomfortable
or my shoes pinch my toes
i just wanna be you*
Woah
yeah ok
be the girl who has such low self esteem
that smiles and laughs every day but
cries so hard she screams
who can be afraid of herself and who she truly is
all because she's afraid everyone will leave
if she's anything less
I'm sorry but im tired of lies and confusion.
Olivia A Keaton May 2017
hi. hello.
I'm doing somewhere between overly happy
(to the point I'm smiling like an idiot)
and utterly disappointed
(in you and myself)
you are indeed overwhelmingly beautiful
or handsome if you please
I can't find my feelings for you or myself
too bad that that's all I really need.
just some thoughtful word doodling. No. Drawing. This is more thought out than simple doodles on this page. Anyways I hope you enjoy because I'm truly smiling like an idiot constantly and I don't know how to quit.
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Olivia A Keaton Aug 2017
even though it never happened,
I remember remarkably well.
your blue eyes sparkled with a hint of green,
as did my brown ones, I'm sure.
and apparently if we look long enough,
seeing that glimmer of love,
you'll try to kiss me,
but I will only dodge it.
how truly stupid of me.

I was tickled and not disappointed,
seeing how love sick i was.
theres only a sliver of hope left,
that dreams can become reality.
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good dreams are what I live for, and great reality is what I dream of.
Olivia A Keaton Jul 2017
bought a brand new
fountain pen
with which I can not write.

           dreaming of life
            that's filled with joy
           too bad it disappears during night.


looking at a train
the wheels are turning
fast, and I've lost my will to
fight, finally, at last.



           staring at a storm
           oh with such delight
           but the thunder is
           getting louder,
           and my life is out of sight.
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