How do you have my heart?
Have me feeling like this when you don't even try.
You say you're emotionless,
You put up this wall and don't plan on breaking it down.
How do you have me so involved?
Is it that I want what I cant have?

But I still want to be that crushing weight,
I want to break you down.
See you raw and real.
How do I get in?
How can I make it feel real when you aren't ready?

Time.

I know it's the only way,
I am trying too hard, I'll push you away.
So I will wait it out,
Take what I can,
In hopes that one day you will choose me.

But in the long run,
I know all my hard work will get me no where,
And some other girl will come along and make you feel.
But for now,
I'll keep my hope.

I try so hard for you to notice me,
Stand out beyond this crowd.
But I always seem to fade into the background.

I try, I try, and try again.
But I mean nothing,
Just a face that passes by,
Never to get recognized.

If I leave you won't see,
It's like I never existed.
Am I even real?

Stuck in this room,
Confined by these walls,
THOUGHTS, THOUGHTS, THOUGHTS
Surrounding me, Consuming me
I can't breathe,
I can't feel,
Let me out! Let me out!

All I do is worry...
Worry about him, Worry about her
What about me?
When do I come in play?
Do I even matter?
Where is the line?

But the time is now...
The time for me,
I don't want to be selfish
I just want to feel...
I NEED to feel!
Out of this mind, Experiencing life
All I can see is my own freedom,
Freedom from these burdens that deteriorate me.
But how do I obtain it?
*LET ME OUT! LET ME OUT!