I'm not Barbie girl perfect.
I'm not all plastic.
No plastic actually.
The girls you enjoy are all fake.
That's not me.
I'm real.
True to everyone.

Laying their..
waiting for the wind to take me away..
from the world...
from life....
i hate it here...
my life is gone...
because of you...

You like him,
she likes her,
he likes me,
and i like him.
but one problem,
he doesn't like me.
and she likes her back.
he likes you.
but not me.
what do i do..?
I'm confused

I don't know your a cheater.
I don't know your a player.
I don't know what you will do to me.
People tell me the things.
But I believe your better.
My motto...
What I don't know won't hurt me.
But now I know..
And I'm aching inside...
If you really knew me,
You should know what's wrong

I'm scared,
That someone else will be in your arms.
I'm scared,
Someone else will feel your lips..
Im scared,
Someone else will hold yor hands,
I'm scared,
You will choose the wrong person.

In the end,
You know I'll always be here.
Not holding you up,
But here to catch you when you fall,
when your stuggling.
I don't think you need me,
behind you,
but always with you.
In the end,
you'll understand,
that your strong enough,
you stand alone,
stronger than ever.
It's your choice,
to fall,
or to stand tall.
so just keep holding on.
you'll make it thorough.

Curled up under a blanket.
With you right next to me.
In your arms,
We lay.
We smile,
We giggle,
We just stare in to each others eyes,
Your eyes are so deep brown,
Mine are so bright green.
It's just a wonderful feeling.
I absoutly love this.
But I know this will never,
Ever
ever
Be the way I want it to be.
The way I need it to be.
The way I,
I want it to change.
I want us together.
I want.
But this will never.
You don't think of me the way I thought you did.
Oh well.

so...
I ask myself.
As I sit on the front porch of the house,
Thinking.
Our future will be great!
But not anymore.
The worst has came.
Karmas a *****.
She came after you.
And it affected me.
It will eventually **** you.
And when it gets you,
I'll just laugh,
I told you so,
Not to do all those things.
But nobody listens.
To a frail girl like me.

Your,
Standing their,
Fading away into the darkness,
Of the forest.
Me.
Crying at home.
Now that your gone,
Their is no use for me anymore.
Not at all.

Your big brown eyes.
Your soft hands.
Your freckled face.
Your curly hair.
Your everything.
It's perfect.
Your perfect.
I think we should be together.
I think it would work out.
I think it would be good.
As the stars line up,
Our lips gentally touch.
Our hands are held tighter.
We're in love
You don't care about my flaws.
You don't care what I look like.
That's why we're perfect.
You grab my waist,
Pull me closer,
Tickle me to hear my laugh.
I think this might work.
I know it will.

I
pinky
promise,
I
won't
stop
loving
you.
Together
forever.

Hearts...
Love...
Happiness...
All now a figure of my imagination..
Because you broke me into 2 pieces....
Now i listen to glass hearts shattering...
alone...
Stop..
Torturing me...
with a beautiful thing..

This is never the answer.
The thought of you doing this,
makes me wanna cry,
please don't go
go when it's your time,
when god does it.
not now.
think of all the people that love you
care for you.
I'll try all I can,
to talk you out of it.
its your choice

we talk,
we laugh,
we hold hands.
I love this.
But this is no Romeo and Juliette fairy tale.
This is going to be my fairytale
my love.
my happy ever after.

Your face is everything i see,
Your voice,
Echoing through the chambers of hell.
The hell,
I call my mind.
My soul is leaking through.
Only bars keep me locked away.
But,
They are breaking.
My soul is finally free.

I thought we were friends
I thought you liked me.
I thought we would be friends forever
I thought wrong
I thought.
Your a *****.
Your an ungrateful *****.
Your just a plain out *******

As I lie here.
Alone.
Thinking about you.
Dreaming.
About the future.
Our future.
Together.
Then I get a call.
That you were battling the fight of cancer.
You said you'll be with me.
Until the day we die.
If you die,
I'll die too.
That's how much I love you.
Put a gun to my head.
And hold your hand.
Dying together.
The moment you die,
I hold your hand and pull the trigger.
I love you.
Until the day i die.

He knows I like him.
But he goes out with his ex.
So I don't try anymore.
I am not that lucky.

Sitting.
Here.
Alone.
Packed away.
In the forest of thoughts.
Everyone walked out.
And bad thoughts poured in.
Now.
Nothing but the memories of all people

You said you loved me...
you said you cared...
you said i wasn't good enough for you...
you said all this...
I fell for it..
and believed you...
everyone told me what you did to others...
but i didn't believe you..
now...
my heart aches...
and horrid memories of you...
haunt my mind...
everything will get better...
as people say...
i act happy.
but not inside...