Olivia

Olivia Feb 2012

Suicide

This is never the answer.
The thought of you doing this,
makes me wanna cry,
please don't go
go when it's your time,
when god does it.
not now.
think of all the people that love you
care for you.
I'll try all I can,
to talk you out of it.
its your choice

Olivia Feb 2012

This in not all I can offer

this is my reaction.
to your life.
this is my reaction to my life.
is this really what you want from me.
this is not all i can offer to you.
not even close.
but nobody believes that,
a girl like me,
can offer more than a hug.
I can offer a lot more,
than what you think I can

no, this does not mean im a ****....

Olivia Feb 2012

Stop Torturing Me With A Beautiful Thing

Hearts...
Love...
Happiness...
All now a figure of my imagination..
Because you broke me into 2 pieces....
Now i listen to glass hearts shattering...
alone...
Stop..
Torturing me...
with a beautiful thing..

Olivia Feb 2012

Waiting

try to change my feelings for him...
but nothing will work...
i love him...
but he will never feel the same for me...
girl by girl he throws away...
and wastes...
not knowing what he is missing out on...
i cry at night...
and gawk at him during the day...
waiting untill it happens...
but it will never...
you don't care...
nobody does...
it seem like the whole world is walking out on me...
but I'll pull through...
someday...

Olivia Feb 2012

You Said

You said you loved me...
you said you cared...
you said i wasn't good enough for you...
you said all this...
I fell for it..
and believed you...
everyone told me what you did to others...
but i didn't believe you..
now...
my heart aches...
and horrid memories of you...
haunt my mind...
everything will get better...
as people say...
i act happy.
but not inside...

Olivia Feb 2012

Because of You

Laying their..
waiting for the wind to take me away..
from the world...
from life....
i hate it here...
my life is gone...
because of you...

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