Olive

Olive Sep 2015

I hope I scare you so much that you just go,
so I won't have to push you away myself.
I hope I scare you so badly you stay away,
just because you know who I am.
The scariest part about me is that I'm you,
I'm mirroring every action and every word.
I hope I scare you half of fright

Olive Sep 2015

Common Face.

You were never loved,
Not by me at least,
So dont worry it wasn't anyone important
You've still got everything under control
And I'm stabbing into my skin pleading for,
For maybe just an ounce of self love

So dont worry, not like you would anyways
I'm as irrelevant as always, isn't that right.
Alone is how I'm supposed to be.
Dead is how I'm supposed to be.

Olive Sep 2015

options

I realized you no longer want me,
Because every time I say "I miss u"
You pull farther away
You DONT love me.
You never did, isnt that right?

Olive Sep 2015

smooth all the way down

I wish I was as cool as you,
Listening to Issues and Blink 182.
You think you have the right to mock,
You don't know how strong I am.
How I can hit like a man would,
How I wouldn't be your manipulated toy

Olive Sep 2015

alien

You came up on me and abducted my heart,
The most valuable ***** a girl has,
Besides the thing between her legs,
At least thats what they say,
If my hope is lost then how can I breathe,
I'm pushed under water with your hand,
Your hand cupping my cheek.

Olive Sep 2015

Innocent

I always fall too deeply
Too soon and too much
I always grab and then push away,
Because all my past heartache comes to play

I want you to grab me and listen,
Break my neck,
Shake me til I break in half,
I just don't want this anymore,
Maybe just maybe you know
Because I know you never loved me,
You never did

Olive Sep 2015

compulsion

If you didn't like it,
I couldn't
If you didn't want it,
I couldnt have it.
I could never grow since I,
I was in your shadows.
So I hung myself off your highest branch.