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Olayemi Ademosu Jun 2012
We didn't plan this exit
Its HARD you went so fast
My heart races just thinking about it
I had next week planned out for us
I wish all you did was not show up but
We all miss your absence.

Tick tock I try to prepare for this day
It hit me hard when you left
Tears welling my heart
It crumbles like  clay
I want to run with you faraway.

my emotions like lightning struck
my feeling like sleepless eyes
my regrets like raining days
my thoughts like shattered rocks

I long for peace of mind
U left a hole in me
I  try to remember our love
Your promises, character, your touch
Then I shiver, WHATS NEXT??

One day, I'll clear my heart
Reveal my loneliness to God
Let him remold my pain to beauty
And I will bless the Earth the way you blessed me.

Dedicated to the bleeding hearts (families of the Nigerian Plane Crash), To friends who have lost someone. And to my Grandma. R.I.P
http://news.xinhuanet.com/english/world/2012-06/05/c_123239997.htm
The loss of someone we love, we never forget
Olayemi Ademosu May 2012
I know wot steps not to take caused in me the previous mistakes

I have driven swiftly down memory lane, I have  now misled the old habits of incompetence, incompleteness and intolerance into isolation.

I have now become a thing of substance ready to be filled again but this time around I take responsibility for my choices.

In my head is the lyllaby of SPECIAL FRIEND singing

I oppose the feeling of remorse and hug tight love and self forgiveness.

U HAVE NO IDEA WHAT DIS MEANETH COS U HUNGERETH TO LEAD NOT
Olayemi Ademosu May 2012
Looking thru the window to see the river,

I’m amazed how the birds takes a landing

its almost like a walk on the ground

this ancient drowning river has become

a comfortable platform before another rise.



Looking thru the window at beautiful faces

the library is quiet and outside peaceful.

I gracefully picture myself getting thru

Lovers talking,cars driving letting the

beautiful atmosphere become their

thinking ground before another rise.



Lookin thru the window to my heart

all i wanna do is thank God for my imaginations

remembering and making a difference

life has become interesting to know

I’M not alone.

I can change until i know which is best

I stand to become corrected

and make no distance between my destiny.



Just Looking ..

Everthing is within my reach

like the unstoppable river

ma mind explores far beyond Africa

my appetite, my taste buds unsatisfied

I relax and rise for a new challenge.
Olayemi Ademosu May 2012
my mind is blank

I have become lank

My situation has become worse

I wish i could run with a horse

The feeling is lingering

My hunger is staggering

My direction has been blurred: I hold it in

The gray sky looks red to me: i search inside

Tears well from the brim of my heart

Inspiration calls me, desperation shows up first

My divine touch pull me out lest i drown.

Tick tock, 10 years pass, still i long for my own.
Olayemi Ademosu Aug 2012
Soft with a ravishing color
So attractive almost to be kept as treasure
Its dusty surface like dust on the earth.
Encourages one to smile
The pleasure in appreciating this beauty
Is likened to a beautiful woman
Whose faithful works hides behind her stride
Peaches
one bite and i long for more.
Your quality is underestimated at times
Until one looks into your eyes of peace.
Olayemi Ademosu May 2012
Lying on my bed wondering how to start my day. I keep my mind prepared for my known challenges. I think of God and I know i can do it, i think of me and i feel tired. Every morning i repeat the same routine and its up to my mindset how the day ends. I keep going round the circle to be honest everyone does that, still my imagination travels farther than my physical position.

Here i am again, but this time I overlooked this phrase of indulgence of nonsense. So after all i had it in me all along. I am strong and able to call my day beautiful at the end because i went the whole journey.

I hope i am still strong to continue tomorrow but hold done my strength is renewed for tomorrow, i just need to key in to it.

P.S this is no motivated thought, its what happens to imagination when reality pierces in to it.
Olayemi Ademosu May 2012
I want a guy who is cute, wants to know about me most times. He doesn’t care who is looking or talking he means what he says and does what he promises. I promise not to overlook the fact that he wants me there most times but we both know we need our time to ourselves. I want a guy that I can call mine, challenges me, and doesn’t need to tell me about his future cos I see it. He allows me to be selfish, myself, childish and romantic. Am not talking about no ordinary guy or *** freak and still not an idiot with no sense of character. Money is not a second thought cos he knows I love to be spoilt besides he’s got responsibilities just being mine. I’ve got dreams, we have a future together even though we don’t live it together our story remains.

He’s sweet, I’ll love him to bits, I don’t know him yet to be my man but watch out I’ll say. The way he looks at me, he knows how he makes me feel oh no speechless. He makes me laugh, think better and kiss him till he’s soft inside. I wanna stay up all night just for him, in his arms…

Give him fashion tips to hype up his swagger, turn his mistakes to childishness, talk his sorrows off his mind, and ask him questions hes not got answers to, make him angry and confused about me. When  I am done show him my simplistic beauty he fell in love wid in the first place.

Girls wanna have him but I know he’s mine. He shows me to his brethens and calls me up wen dem gals think they’ve got a chance. It’s shocking the way he does it, lover boy they say but am the best he knows. He tells me not to be jealous but I’ve got to make him be on his toes, this way he knows I still care.

He’s changed me and me him. His mum or dad likes me, his friends don’t take me for granted cos he mentions ma name wid such respect. Most important of this love thing we on is that he respects my God and knows him for himself. My man is not perfect but believes he can be the one I want for life, hmmmm except you’ve got a better choice. ***

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