As I lay upon My bed
I am haunted by a feverish dream
Your lovely haunting form
dances before Me
Oh, how I pursue Your shadow
down a dark mystic  and foggy lane
I call  out Your name
Oh, My distress
You are a haunting ghost
a creature of feverish and haunting desire
I have never known such a love before
never knew such a thing could exist
Oh, if you cast Me off
My sweet love
I would wish My soul
to cease  to exist
Oh, My soul
Oh, how My soul is tied to Yours
Oh, if one told Me that such
a love could exist
I would have thought him
a mad man
escaped from the darkest
depths  of the darkest mad house
that could ever be
How I pursue Your lovely haunting form
just out of reach
to embrace you in My arms
an embrace that would never end
Oh, how lovely Your breast
as they rise and fall
with every breath You take
Oh, how lovely Your haunting form
You haunt My mind still
as I lay upon My bed
as I toss to and fro
and awake intoxicated
Oh, how Your lovely form haunts Me still
like a drug
a shade
has passed through Me
and stolen My soul
Oh, how You haunt Me still
and how You shall haunt Me
evermore.

Oh, I walk these streets the whole night through
people walk by without a worry or care
I played pool with a biker till two
I listened to a street poet tell of a lost love
Oh, he brought tears to my eyes with memories of you
I kicked a can under a street light and thought

Oh, I walk these streets the whole night through
I saw your face in every woman that passed by
I saw your face in a love song from a car that passed by
Oh, you keep me awake at night

I came home in the early morning light
and tried get some rest and sleep
but all I saw was you in my head
Oh, when I dream I hold you in my arms
and say the words I once said
when I wake I'm so sad your not by my side

Oh, I walk these streets the whole night through
I saw your face in every woman that passed by
I saw your face in a love song from a car that passed by
Oh, you keep me awake at night

Oh, how you live in my heart!
My life and soul ever bound to you
A fire in my heart that never dies.
Oh, if I but had wings and could fly to your side
Oh, how I would hold you in my arms
in a passion that would last
to the end of all days.
Oh, if I could but keep you
from all the cruelties of this world
this cruel hopeless world
to hold you
and tell you of our love
never lost and forever found
of how you are a fire
that forever resides in my heart
How my soul melts in your embrace
How your lovely form dances
before my inner eyes
in a dream world
made all from my love of you
as I lay upon my bead
and how as my eyes flutter open
my first thoughts are of your sweet angelic form
and my last thoughts
of my weary heat upon my bed
are of your soft hair and lovely dark eyes.
Oh, how ever you fill my heart and soul
all to overflowing
as though they would burst asunder!
Oh, you are the eternal music in my soul
you take me to heights of love
where no creature has ever been before.
Oh, a holy land all untrod!
Oh, you are a soft night wind
that ever caresses my fevered brow!
As I gaze into the dark soft and velvet sky
Oh, how I see in my mind's  inner eye
your soft and lovely midnight hair
your dark and rolling eyes
those eyes that embrace the center of my soul
and speak of our love unending.
Oh, if a foolish man I be
let this life fly far from ne
past the sun and moon and endless stars
to a private hell
where I shall ever reside
and let me melt like snow
and my name be remembered no more
for the fool that I be
for the angel who enslaved my soul
Oh let me dream of you forever still
and hold you forever and evermore in endless embrace
to reach heights of unspeakable joy
of which no man has ever told!

You make my breath stop
whenever I see your face.
Oh, I am connected to you
by tiny bands stronger than the strongest steel.
a holy fire connects us
that says that the one heart
that beats within us
is but one heart shared by both
and one love envelopes us both
that our love
was there when time was born
and shall out last
all the endless days of eternity.
Oh, you are a song sung in my heart
more sweetly that any angel could sing
as love flows
upon its melody
seeking you in its holy embrace.

Your love
is a drug
the fire that flows through
My veins
like a drug
opens up
the windows of My soul
Oh, I can see eternity
Oh, the worlds I see
the worlds!
and the stars and the suns
they are moved
by the power of Your love
as soft as a summer rain
as strong as steel
as cool as the evening mist
Your love is real
more real than anything else in the universe
it pours out
its endless and bottomless
treasures
I am filled with a lovely pain
a pain that says
enough! enough!
of Me
Oh, I am worthless
an exposed thing
in the full light
of Your love
beyond My understanding
how can You love
one as unlovely as I?
Oh, I am a deformed thing
exposed to the blinding light
of Your love
You are perfect
of line and symmetry
you are filled with an inner glow
Oh, the light of Your love
glows like the light of a thousand suns
a shimmering radiant galaxy
and I poor half formed creature
of the shadows
I slink through the world
on all fours
how could You have such
love and grace
like God's only son
My innocent loving angel
You tell Me
" Innocent not I
for I give My love freely
to what creature come
to what creature may"
You give of Your love
overflowing
it flows from its bottomless store
oh, how could You love
such an ugly half formed creature
such as I
as the only son
opened his veins for all
You open the endless wellspring
of Your heart and Your soul
You are perfect beyond compare
no creature
ever drew breath
on earth
or in the heaven's above
who had such
grace and love
as You
you are beautiful My love
beyond compare                                                          ­         
the angels are such ugly and unlovely things
in Your compare
Your love was before
the universe was born
and shall remain
when it dies
out of Your heart comes
endless treasures
untold
beyond worlds
beyond compare
and I half formed creature
can only sit and wonder
at a mystery
kept by the ages
and wonder forever
and evermore.

Oh, Your ****** frame
is a fulfillment
of a thousand nights
passed in thoughts of feverish fantasies
Oh, from the time
of the setting sun
when the stars come out to play
My thoughts are racked by thoughts of You
Oh, are an ****** dream
as would stain
some innocent and timid cheek
a hue of deep scarlet red
Oh, You give birth to such a deep desire
that I am pulled in
into your heart
Oh, there is no stronger drink
no wine that could grow
and ferment upon the vine
to intoxicate Me so
as Your hot  and fervent flesh
Oh, My heart so  ensnared
from the cast of Your net
Oh, creature on earth
can match Your intoxicating
and lovely haunting and fervent form
Oh, every fiber of My brain
is heated
into a form
into the desire
that says let all the world
do as it may
I am entranced
I abandon all its ways
I would die
a thousand deaths
suffer in a thousand ways
in whatever form
no matter what the way
just to drink from
Your lovely frame
to drink in
such a lovely form
Oh, paradise beyond comparison
such as to drive
any man far beyond madness
far beyond cure
lost! forever lost!
your beauty beyond worlds
beyond all mortal understanding
my paradise in Your lovely eyes
that outshine the sun
the intoxicating imprint
of Your limbs
Oh, all words are vain
and powerless
to tell of Your charms
and My deep love
and longing
where all words
are left far behind
and I am enslaved forever
in your loving arms.

Oh, you have become
the life of my beating heart.
In your arms there lies
an unending paradise.
Oh, please wrap me
in your warm and lovely arms
and take me to that sacred land.
Oh, your arms are the gates
to a sweet mystic paradise.
Oh, how I wish to give you my passion
that leads through fields of unending delight.
Oh, let me give you my release.
Oh, how the worries of life are so with you.
Oh, let me give you my release
Oh, let me hold you my love
and give you my love and my peace.
oh, let us lie in one another's arms
and our love and peace reign forevermore.
Oh, you are like a lush garden
a garden of such unearthly delight
Oh, your voice is more lovely than a dove.
and your loving arms arms like
some strange and mystic world
only known in legends of olde
legends before the fall.
Oh, your ******* are like
two mystic and sacred mountains
upon which are built
castles of light shimmering in the air.
Oh, your thighs are like two pillars
made from the finest silk.
Oh, guardians to the fair land
a mystic land where
the golden sun always shines
the eternal holy of holies
where the angels sing in timeless  ecstasy.
Oh, let my give you your release
and lead you into our land of love and peace.

Oh, you are a mystic and exotic creature
come form a far off land.
A gentle night spirit
that blows a soft wind
from a black velvet night sky
upon which start like diamonds
hang in a dark sacred sky
and tell the world
of the glory of your soul.
Oh, the beauty of your face
no Leonardo or Michelangelo could paint.
and your beauty sings its silent song
that only my heart can hear.
and I am tugged along by tiny invisible strings
as strong as steel
that extends from your heart to mine.
Oh, how without you
I am fallen...fallen...fallen
and the meaning of life
flies from me
like a frightened bird
startled from its resting place.
oh how if I had the wings of a dove
I would fry around this whole wide world
just to be by your side.
Oh, if I could but live
ten thousand years
and thousands of thousands of years
all this  I would give
for one day in your arms
to tell you of the deep love
that burns within me
a fire my blood
and a deep aching need
in the deep parts of my soul
that nothing on earth can satisfy
but the kiss from your sweet lips
and your soft embrace
that flows from your heart
like honey from a honeycomb
and I am held captive by you
in the dream of
your sweet ***** embrace
in our love intoxicated dream
that shall last for all the endless days to come.

Oh, my darling
I hold such a great love for you
within my heart.
Oh, you are my secret goddess.
your beauty and ethric form
reaches such  a loveliness
that you seem to be a creature beyond this earth
come from the ends of the starry heavens.
Oh, I how I wish to run my fingertips
along your precious skin
as though it were find gold
or the most precious silk.
Oh, how I love you to my distraction
and I cannot eat nor rest
neither day nor night
till I can hold you in my arms.
Oh, how I would rock you t sleep in my arms
and sing you into the land of dreams.
Oh, how you are so very precious to me
for I would give up
my own bones and flesh
all for you my angel love
for I love you with the heat of a holy fire.
I love you with a rage beyond all my understanding,
beyond the love of anything else
in this universe.
For you are burned into the fibers of my brain
and I will always remember you
and I will love you forever
with all my being
and hold you forever in my soul
for as long as time shall last
and then forevermore.