Oh, you are a precious thing
like a star that sparkles like a diamond
shining in the black velvet infinity
of the night sky.
Oh, how I long
to put out my hand
to touch your precious lovely face.
Oh, if I but had the wings of a dove
I would fly away to be by your side.
Oh, to die in your kiss
and in your arms would be  heaven
and my soul would ever
walk by your side.
Oh, to die in your arms
would ever as life to me.
Oh, how you are the meaning of my life
and you shall live in my heart forever.
Oh, how I am but a quivering mass
of loneliness and pain
without you.
Oh, lovely angel how you could hurt me so.
And how you do hurt me so.
Oh, ever and ever again the pain
so much sharper than a viper's bite
with its inhuman staring eyes.
My heart beats by the love of you
By you always
Oh, phantom of my longing desire.
I call to you
on my bed of death and longing
down the halls
of time and distance.
" Oh, come to me my love
and let me melt in your arms
by the warmth
of the love in our hearts.
Oh, reject me not.
For then the cold in your heart
shall fire a hell where ever I stand."
Oh, let me hold you in my heart
till the end of never ending time.

Oh, my lovely Angel
how you are the rock
of my life.
Oh, how the beauty
of your soul
and your lovely form
inflames my deepest longing.
Oh, how my heart calls out to you
as a child for its mother.
Oh, how the longing of my heart
fills the fibers of my soul.
Oh, I can never forget you!
Your lovely image
and your lovely name
I have engraved
upon my heart
and at the very center of my soul.
Oh, if I forget you
let me forget my right arm!
Oh, how the stars
as they hang in the night sky sing of you.
Oh, my lovely Spanish Angel dark and mysterious
how you ever haunt my mind
and I long to embrace you forever
in a love that will never end.
Oh, how your lovely fingers
hold my heart in the palm of your hand
and a music fills my heart
that speaks to me of your lovely face and form
and I will love you
till the sun runs his last course
through the burning blue sky
and time is no more.

Oh, witch!
Oh, with what magic have you bewitched me?
It is like all the forces of heaven and hell.
Oh my God how  I am bewitched by you!
Oh, what a heavenly  form you posses
like on other creature
who ever walked upon the earth.
Oh, and I know
that I shall forever seek
the heaven of your arms
through all the paths
that lead to eternity
till I rest in your lovely kingdom
though it be
through life or death
through which I must roam
to posses a heart so lovely
till my rest I find
in your loving arms.

Oh, what is life?
Is it but meat and bread?
Or is it but your bones and flesh?
Oh, if I cannot love
am I not but a mechanical thing?
And I harsh dry wind
would blow over lifeless
desert lands
within my soul.
Oh, I would but be a shadow
of the man that I am.
Oh, how you give such life
to my soul.
When you hold me
in your loving arms
and kiss my hungry lips
that so hunger for the love you give
then my soul
becomes like a lush garden.
As lush and fragrant
as the Garden of Eden
when the earth was young and new.
Oh, how you give life to my soul!
Oh, you fill my mind and body and soul
with a life so overflowing
that the bonds
of this poor mortal coil
cannot contain all my immortal passion.
Oh, my love for you is an eternal flame
that burns in the very center of my being.
And every fiber of me
sings you a love song.
For my heart is forever yours
as though it beats
with your blood
and not mine.
Oh, this love is an ever burning thing!
An ever burning thing
that will not let me rest
till I am forever
in your warm and loving arms
and safe within your love.
And my soul is forever burning
in my passion for you.
that drives me forever on
to win your love
or die in the shadows
of a loveless existence.
Oh, I seek the eternal blessing
of love within your arms.
For I know
there is no life without your love.
For as breath is to the body
so is your love ever to my soul.
And all the wealth of this world
can never outweigh
all the riches
I find in the love
that I seek from you.
Oh, how this heart
within my mortal coil
forever beats its love song
to you
for as long as forever
shall live.

I will remember You
You have changed My soul
Your sweet breath
on the side of My face
your warm tear
caresses  My cheek
Its soft moisture
seduces Me
My heart
bridges the space
between Your heart and mine
Space does not exist
time does not exist
Please!
Let Me live that timeless moment
The caressing
words You said
Your eyes
that would bare
the depths
of Your soul
only to Me
How Your hair
would caress Your cheek
like a rope of black velvet
flowing down
a  heavenly frame
so lovely
My lips
grow silent
the fiber of the brain grows numb
to give a name
to such beauty
that God ever made
How You fingers would slide between mine
A tiny caress
But oh what a caress
I would give all
the kingdoms of the earth
to feel that once again
Your love is like roses
Oh a black velvet rose
for You lovely hair
A blood red rose
Your lips so warm
a white rose for Your cheek
I long to touch once more
How this longing
Pierces My heart
You ravish!
Oh how You ravish Me!
without saying a word
through Your silence
You pierce Me with a longing
to death!

Oh, my heart beats
to a different song.
Oh, how the world has gone insane
and oh, how the world dearly loves
the soulless mechanical thing.
A cold coin taken from dead eyes
and its Godless edits
it does follow.
No place for love
in that cold mechanical world.
Oh, the world! How its lovers
run to and fro
in there search
for a cold Godless treasure.
Oh, how they burn up the light of day
and make there life
and there years the walking of the dead.
But oh, silver and gold
cannot buy back
a love that had grown cold
nor turn time
to when we held a love
in our arms so tight.
that now in a cold grave does lie.
Oh, I reject the cold light of day
and its love of treasure
made by as hand cold as clay.
Oh, how I love
the warm dark velvet sacred night
when the world's lovers come out
to love and play.
And notes from a melody
float on the wind.
A song that has played
for all eternity
sung from the heart
of all that is and ever was.
Oh, how my heart
longs to beat in sync with your heart
beat foe beat
and prove the daylight world
to be a liar and a fool.
Oh, my love of you
is a fire that burns within me
a holy soft and fierce flame.
Oh, how I wish to find
the words that live
at the bottom of eternity
and reside in the very heart of God
to tell of my deep longing
and unearthly love of you.
Oh, how my life
and oh, how my soul is not my own.
Oh, words cannot express
my love of the soft beat
of your heart
or the lovely and passionate
heart of your soft warm flesh.
Oh, to pleasure or pain
I am bound.
Oh, how your fingers hold the key
to a love so soft and so wonderful
or an endless world of woe and pain.
Oh, my heart  sings
an everlasting symphony of love for you
Oh, for such a lovely haunting creature.
Oh, the world is so blind
to never see God's holy treasure.
A song of the first creation
and a song to out last
all the days of eternity.
This feeling of love and passion
a mystery of mysteries
impossible to be spoken.
Oh, an everlasting flame
in my heart and soul
Oh, how it burns for you
and I am forever bound to you
in chains and shackles
forged from a soft
and passionate fire.

If I were to live
a thousand years
learn the name
of every bird and rock
and tree
learn the cypher
to every unknown thing
Oh, how dark
would that unknown country
still be to Me
Oh, mystery of mysteries
Oh, what the cypher?
What the key?
how Your heart beats
out a rhythm
all unknown
Oh, Your face
mystery all unread
Oh, is there a love
that lives for Me
in Your mysterious soul
Oh, darkest of continents
heart of all darkness
all untrod and unread
mysterious wild creature
beating in the dark
Oh, do You hold in your unknown embrace
a cup of mercy
to be poured out for Me?
or a cup
of loveless numbing poison?
Oh, how I wish
You would come hither
and end this foolish madness
Oh, how long I have hoped
to lay My head
upon Your breast
to listen to Your beating heart
unravel the mystery
sealed by God
at the moment
of the universes fiery creation
Oh, the ocean is so shallow
compared to Your heart
Oh, heart
how I fear You!
fear Your mystery
revealed
make it swift
Oh, please make it swift!
if it is My door to despair!
Oh, though My love be hopeless
or though our love be the door
to eternal delight
it shall forever shine in the darkness
to lift You up if you ever fall
as the sun shines in the darkness
to give its to the world below
though You love Me
yes or no
you shall always remain
the reason
that I live and hope and pray

As I lay upon My bed
I am haunted by a feverish dream
Your lovely haunting form
dances before Me
Oh, how I pursue Your shadow
down a dark mystic  and foggy lane
I call  out Your name
Oh, My distress
You are a haunting ghost
a creature of feverish and haunting desire
I have never known such a love before
never knew such a thing could exist
Oh, if you cast Me off
My sweet love
I would wish My soul
to cease  to exist
Oh, My soul
Oh, how My soul is tied to Yours
Oh, if one told Me that such
a love could exist
I would have thought him
a mad man
escaped from the darkest
depths  of the darkest mad house
that could ever be
How I pursue Your lovely haunting form
just out of reach
to embrace you in My arms
an embrace that would never end
Oh, how lovely Your breast
as they rise and fall
with every breath You take
Oh, how lovely Your haunting form
You haunt My mind still
as I lay upon My bed
as I toss to and fro
and awake intoxicated
Oh, how Your lovely form haunts Me still
like a drug
a shade
has passed through Me
and stolen My soul
Oh, how You haunt Me still
and how You shall haunt Me
evermore.

Life, Despair, and death.
All seas desire dead, ****** Bones.
Sadness is a dead Grave.
Oh Woe,woe,oh life!
By Olan Webb

Oh, I struggle
Oh, how struggle for your love!
And how my heart is forever bound to you.
Oh, how you are a lovely haunting vision.
And I have so acted like a child.
And I am so afraid that I may drive you away.
Oh, how I have been as a mad man is
blind to reason and logic
and I throw myself on your mercy.
Oh, my hollow heart without you!!
such a source of my suffering from within
for I am nothing without you
but an empty soul.
Oh, if I could hold you in my arms!
you are my holy grail.
Oh, how I pray
that our flesh shall become one
and our blood shall become one.
Oh, dear God in heaven
fuse our beating hearts into one.
Beating as one, and loving as one.
Oh, such pain in my grief for you
like hot nails in my heart.
Oh, mercy goddess! Oh, mercy my goddess!!
I love you more than some lost child
that I have lost long ago.
And I dream of you as I shed hot tears
that are torn from my grieving eyes.
Oh, I long for you
as a motherless child longs
to be held in the loving arms
of her dear mother.
Oh, my dear love let me hold you so tightly
and our kisses and tears of joy flow.
And let us love through a long night and day
of infinite length.
Oh, let the sun never set on your love.
A love that defies the cold grave
and the long march of time
as the planets , and all the celestial orbs
revolve around all the suns that hang in the endless sky
till the stars burn and flicker out
one by one.
Oh, they are worthless
compared to our love
made upon a forge in heaven
to last for all eternity.

Oh, you are the world and everything in it
all the things I have ever dreamed of
or ever shall.
Oh, you are all that I live for
and all of the universe and everything in it
rests within your soul.
Within you is all the things that I have ever loved
and all that I shall ever love.
All of this I find within you!
and if all the worth of all the world
did rest upon a scale
as massive and as long and wide
as though it reached to the stars
and with you upon that scale
it could never outweigh
one tiny cell beneath the nail
upon your little finger.
and all the worth of all the souls
of all who have ever lived
in this wide starry universe
could never be greater
than all the worth
that my heart places upon you.
Oh, my heart is bound to you
as with a cord of unbreakable steel
forged by God in his eternal domain,
that all the powers of this fallen world
can never destroy.
And as the cord stretches into eternity
and all the infinity of space
so my love stretches into far infinity
and fills my mind to overflowing.
Oh, overflowing it seems
the bony wall of the house of my mind
and I am filled with an infinity
of memories and thoughts
of my love for you
and oh how it seems that I am awash
in an ocean of dreams.
Oh, such beautiful dreams of you!
And oh how the music of your soul
eternally floods my heart
with such a longing
that it seems all the force
of this endless universe lived within it.
Oh, how it has overwhelmed my mortal coil
and it seems that I have left
it far behind and all the world in which it lives.
And I no longer wish to be a child of earth
but live in your loving arms
for all of infinite eternity.
Oh, this overpowering love
that ever lives and breaths in my heart
how can any mortal or immortal tongue
express all the love I hold for you.
Can you hold this infinity in the palm of your hand?
Can you measure it and say  this far is my love and no more?
Oh, the heart is a mystic *****
and an ocean lives within it
of my love I hold for you.
Oh, my heart has but one thought
" I love you.  I love you!   Oh, how I love you!!."
Oh, how you have stolen all of my reason
and now I think only as a mad man.
Oh, for me nothing else matters
but you my angel
my dear love!!
And my heart is forever bound to you
bound to you with this unbreakable cord
till the end of time.

Oh, shine on
Shine like the stars
forever.
Oh, nothing can compare
in this starry sky
or the earth bellow
to your angelic form.
Oh, when I look into your face
I see God's eternity
though I were to count the stars
one by one
measure their  glory
weigh them all together
none could outshine your glory.
Oh, for who can compare
the beauty of you
my dear angel!
Oh, you are beyond words!
Oh, when my eyes
first rested upon you
all my will drained from my soul
and forever and evermore
these chains around my heart
shall ever be
for though the heavens pass away
the fate of my heart
and my soul
shall ever rest in your hands.

Oh, you bring me to life
your beauty and your song
the way you move
and such inward grace.
Oh, how I am raptured by you.
When you are near my heart beats faster
like a galloping horse.
Oh, you burn within me.
And I with a heart
that hangs on your every word
cannot bear to part from you
to be one minute apart from you.
For one minute from you
brings me such worry and heartache
that I fear my heart would beat no more.
I imagine a thousand things and more
"Oh, have you left me for another
and give him the pleasure
that you once gave me.
Or have you fallen among robbers
that have carried you away.
Or has some beast
torn and eaten your flesh."
Oh, the worst pain I could ever suffer
is to know that you have grown tired of me
and your love grow cold
And you have left me all alone.
Oh, I would follow you
to the ends of the universe
and seek you forever among the stars
for you shall forever be in my heart
till that heart beats no more
and then evermore
through all the endless eternities.

Oh, what is love?
Is it one heart crying to another,
crying to be saved
from a dark prison
where time and silence
work its deadly poison.
Is love the soul searching
and searching find its other half,
another sister soul in the mist of eternity.
Oh, for you are love and only you
and an endless aching need.
A need for your soul to be my soul
and my soul to be yours.
It is an endless aching need
for you to flow like blood
through my veins
and fill me like an eternal flame
of longing for you
an unspeakable love that knows no end.
Oh, such endless and limitless indescribable longing
I have for you.
I could hold you for all of eternity
to feel your loving and lovely body
that is for me a loving and longing
so deep that my soul can feel but my tongue never form into words.
This all powerful force that you are
holds me till the end of time
by some all powerful ****** force
that has bewitched all my reason
and all the thoughts of my heart
are captive to you.
And you seem to come
from some far off exotic world
that is populated by all my fantasies and dreams.
And oh, I can never loose myself
from your loving lips
that burn like some ancient wine,
or the love song
of your warm exotic flesh
that holds me captive
like a moth
as it dances around a flame.
Oh, this love I know is eternal
and whatever may come
and whatever may go
I shall forever long for you
and you shall forever haunt my memories
And forever haunt my mind
till the end of time.

Oh, how in this cruel and loveless world
selfish men walk by and are blind to the helpless beggar
holding out a withered hand
begging food to sustain his hollow and shattered life.
Oh, who among all the sons of men
look with love on their fellow man
to touch and unwither the withered hand
and unshatter a poor beggar's shattered and broken ankle.
To make the broken body whole again.
Of the one they laid at the beautiful gate
but could not make his life so.
Oh, how two men with love in there hearts
redeemed and taught by the one who is love
as they passed through their temple gate
did with the touch of a hand
restored the shattered and broken leg
bone to bone made straight again.
Oh, a hollow and shattered life
and the shattered and broken leg
silver and gold can never restore
but only the power of love and grace
from the one who is love
channeled through the touch of Peter's hand.
Oh, then the chains of the poor man's flesh
that bound him tight were broken.
leaping and dancing and weeping for joy
a new life given to him
and praising the maker who made him
the one who breather into him the very breathe of life.
As all the people dumb and unbelieving
that which their eyes did see
could only stand and wonder
that such a thing could be
by the touch of a single man's hand
and all the people wondering
that such a thing on earth could ever be
and Peter speaking, "Oh, why do you wander on this so?
Don't you know the power to heal any poor man
did flow from the lovely hand of the son of man
from the one who is love.
The man you hated so
the one who's body you left all tattered and torn
the one whose tongue never said a cross word to any man
the one you hung from a tree for all to see.
Oh, you killed the one who is love that day
and the one who was love died for the love of you all.
Oh, how you cursed his name
and with spikes you drove through his hands
as blood from his limp body ran down the tree
and stained its wood scarlet red.
Oh, the one so long expected
spoken from days of old.
the one come to save you through his dying hand.
Oh, the one who brought dead men to life
you hung dead for all to see
in place of such a man who killed so many
with his savage and murderous hand.

Oh, how when I consider how my life is spent
It seems as though
it is some sad tell
told by some melancoly fool
who never knew the meaning of life
and never knew the way to a happy life.
Oh, all through this sad live that I live
I have ever been searching
and hoping to find its true meaning
like a man without a home
who restly trods this earth
for to know
why he should ever live.
Oh, I know that some great mind
and some great heart
conceived all that ever was
and all that shall ever be.
Oh, if my poor sad and forlorn heart
could ever become one
with that great heart
and that great mind
to know the love of all things.
Oh, to love beyond all mortal words!
Oh, for this I would gladly
let this mortal life
slip away between my fingers
and my heart beat no more.
Oh, how I know
that the one who formed you
and gave life to your lovely frame
breathed into you
a beauty beyond the beauty
of all other created things
and such a warm loving heart
like the one that beats
in his loving chest.
Oh, and all the beauty
upon the green hills of heaven
I can see in your eyes
and in your smile
I know there is a wisdom
beyond time.
Oh, and I know
that I shall never be the same again
for you hold my heart in your hands
and I have not the desire to escape
from the bonds of love
that hold me close.
Oh, for who when they have ever seen
such beauty
that has come from the heavenly realm
that makes all words
dead upon the cold winter ground.
Oh, can ever again be satisfied
with this base and lowly earth.
Oh, how I know
that I shall be held captive
by all the beauty that flows
from your soul
and all the music I hear
that comes from your beating heart.

Oh, I have searched.
And oh how I have searched
for one such as you my dear love.
Oh, the struggles, and the pain, and the heartache
and how there is no creature
upon the whole earth
for which I have felt
such passionate burning love.
Oh, a ragging fire burns within me!
Oh, holy angel of my desire.
Oh, my angel sent down from heaven
how you make me burn in my desire.
Oh, the fire that burns within!
Oh, the eternal love I feel!
How can I tell?!
Oh, how can I find the words?!
No hear has ever beat for a mortal woman
as mine has for you.
I embrace you
and gaze into your eyes.
They seem to shine
as through my passion I see you.
Oh, they seem to shine  through my love
as the finest transparent gold
that paves the streets of heaven so sweet.
I burn for you. Oh, I burn for you!
I feel I shall burst asunder!
Oh, my heart seems to say,
"Oh, how wrong! Oh, how wrong!
that I should  forbidden
to express this fiery love
a passion that shall melt my very bones!
Oh, angel! Oh, angel! Oh, my sweet angel!!
A passion! A love!  Beyond the power of my tongue to express.
Oh, I am insane! Oh, my love for you.
Oh, how it has made me insane!
All my life and all my being
I lay at your feet
for I am dead without you.
Oh, my sweet sacred love
my sweet angel
how I long to live with you forever
my dear love
or I shall die this cold and cruel death
without you dear love.

Oh, my love
how I wish to embrace you
and give you all the love
I have within this mortal frame.
Oh, when will we meet face to face
and love each other as true lovers.
Oh, my dear love
you hold my heart
as though it were a bird in a cage.
You have captured me
and yours I will forever be.
and oh how I long to be with you
and behold you face to face
and speak to you of my deep love
and longing.
you are far away beyond the setting sun
and oh how I long to be with you.
it seems sometimes in my loneliness
that you are only the words upon the page I write
and oh how this makes me feel
so forlorn to my hearts breaking.
Oh, my dear love come face to face
and touch me in a loving embrace
so that as days and years roll by
we shall forever live in a loving embrace.
Oh, come my dear precious love
and let us not be half strangers
but come each to the other from so far away
and share our loving embrace
and the love in both our hearts
as though it were some moist
and delicious fruit
from the garden of Eden
that grew so long age
and we as earths only man and woman
share the fiery love from our hearts
that shall be from everlasting to everlasting
and such as would make all creation blush.

Oh, how I love you
more than my tongue can tell
more than my heart can bear!
Oh, how you have become
a thorn in my heart
with every beat
more than any man can bear!
Oh, how I am undone
but a walking ghost and shadow.
Oh, how I lone for the end of days
days of long suffering.
Oh, how I have loved you
with a love beyond love
of your lovely
dark eyes and angelic form
and longed to touch
your lovely midnight hair
and oh, pain beyond pain
I have received
in return for my love.
Oh, I shall die of a broken heart!
Oh, how you have penetrated my heart
with pain beyond imagination
and sickness of my soul
that shall lead me
down a dark valley
to my grave
where I shall die
unloved and unremembered
by a cold hearted angel
wishing that I would
but vanish into smoke and dust
and live no more
as long as the endless days
of reality shall exist.

Oh, I know deep within me
that I am forever a part of your soul.
For I am only an island
that swims in the ocean of your soul
and my heart is forever lost in you.
Oh, how I love you
like the heart of God
for there is no treasure
that is more precious
to all that I am
than you my dear love.
Oh, for my love of you
is like a song
that never ends within my heart
for I know that the angels
and such unlovely things
when I see your lovely face
and your lovely form.
Oh, how can any musician
ever make a love song
to tell of all this passion
that I feel burning
burning deep within.
Oh, I shall never see rest
till I hold you
in my loving arms
for all the eternal
passing of time.
Oh,if ten thousand were to sing
of all their love
and all the holy things
that live within their heart
they could never give voice
to the beauty
that I know you are.
Oh, you my dear love
who forever lives in my heart
you outshine the angels
in all their glory.
Oh, you are the only paradise
that I shall ever desire.
Oh, most lovely creature
born from the heart of God
how you ravish my soul!
Oh, one sight of you
and I am slain!
Oh, if I could but win
the paradise that I see in your eyes!
Oh, that soft lovely arch
that is your brow
how can I man
who has once known
all its loveliness
not fall into madness
once he knows
you will never be his.
And oh, my heart
has but one thought
and one thought only
and that is to be in love with you.
And my heart ever searches for you
and lives in its passion
and seeks to call you
its own.
Oh, how I seek to posses you
till the mountains crumble
into the sea
and all the rives
have emptied into the sea
and are no more.
Oh, creature of beauty
and creature of delight
how I wish to hold you
for one holy sacred night.
Oh, you are higher
in my sight
with you etheal beauty
that all God creation
could ever be
though eternities
shall come and go
no other creature
could ever
be more lovely then you.
Oh, I know
that I shall ever be drawn
to those lovely eyes.
Oh, they are more soft and lovely
than the Butterflies wing.
Oh, you shall forever live in my heart
and all my memories of you
shall remain
till the universe like smoke
vanishes away
and even
in my mind they shall ever remain.

Oh,  please in this hour
let me tell you that I love you
for the time may never come again.
Oh, for this precious hour
give ear to my pleading
for you are the world to me
and All the starry heavens besides.
Oh, you may think me insane
a raving maniac
but oh how can I tell you
of my hearts deep longing in but a single hour.
Oh, how the clock ticks the precious minutes away
as my heart and soul holds a longing kept for the ages.
Oh, how you are such an exotic angel
and I weep for your beauty
when I am in your presence.
Oh, precious angel on high
save my from this lonely grave
where there is only longing and grief  for you
that would drag me down to such a hell below.
Oh, they say in  hell below there is a flame.
Oh, but I know in my lonely grave below
there is such a deep longing and loneliness
and such a deep grief for you
where I shall languish in eternal tears.
Oh, such tears for the loss of you
till the sun and moon
no longer give there light
and the stars die
and flicker out one by one
and the universe sleeps in eternal darkness.

Oh, my dear love.
Hate me not.
I feel an everlasting passion for you.
Oh, my passion is ever so strong!
And I weary you with my words.
Oh, how I speak from my heart.
Words as though from a mad man!
For my universe would die without you.
Forgive me my sweet love!
For you are the fairest flower
of this lowly and cruel earth.
And without you I am but a wavering phantom.
My fears run wild of lose of hope of your love.
And I am desperate to show
what a love and passion
beats within this poor heart.
For you are the one reason
for which my poor heart beats.
Oh, forgive me!
Please forgive me my one and only love!

My soul is stained
scarlet red
scarlet red with the passion
of the blood that flows
through heart and brain and bone
You My love inflame every inch of My being
Oh, how I am lost without You
I am filled with a delirious longing
Oh, the words I cannot find
I search and search
and tear the flesh of My brain asunder
I search the deep parts of My soul
My very being
to find words that will not come
though I had the tongues
of ten thousand angels
I could not find
the words I search for
so desperately
Oh, I am desperate for
that haunting word
on the tip of My tongue
that sacred word
that would tell of the depth of My love
that the depths of hell
and the heights of heaven
is neither more deep
nor as great
as My love for You
if You love me not My angel
take a blade sweet love
and still my beating heart
a release from My agony
however You hurt Me
My sweet love
I only love You more
then let Me lie
in the cold and dark
of the earth for evermore
a poor unloved
forgotten
and failed soul
who exist
nevermore

Though Your soul
may be scarlet in hue
though You may have
committed sins without number
I pledge My love to You
with the scarlet
of My blood
let it flow
into a cup
this blood of life
My life
I give to You
Oh, I have searched
for a love such as You
if not You
Oh, where do I find her
through this wide world
I could walk
till the skin left My feet
and blood for them did flow
I could dive to the bottom of the sea
or climb to the top of the sky
search for a million years
and down the halls of forgotten time
and never find such a one as You
I give to You
I seal My poor beating heart
Oh, without You
I am like a motherless child
take this My love
as I pour out this cup
of My blood scarlet in hue
a pledge to the gods
for all immortal time
If you cease to love Me
let the sun no longer shine
and the flesh fall from My bones
and I become the dust for which I came
when I walk upon the silent
sacred forest
I hear a sacred song
only My and Your heart
can hear
let our life be as one
My dear love
Oh, how I long for Your
sacred love
no creature
in all eternity
has ever been so blessed
by a goddess
of such a soft flaming fire
a fire of love
Oh, bright goddess
let Me remain
in Your embrace
let love drip
from Your heart into mine
Oh, life to My soul
Your love is a mystery
Your love is a song
a song of ages past
and ages to come
Oh, I worship You
Oh, goddess
goddess of love
goddess of My soul
To You I pledge
this love to ever be true

Oh, this life of mine
would be a mean and lowly thing
without the love that flows
from your heart
like the sun
that shines and chases away the night
and every evil thing
must find its hiding place
and the world is made anew
into a glorious and mystical land
where love and beauty abounds
as every creature cares
for every other in turn
and the world of lowly and material men
has all melted away
and so dawns the first day
of the golden age of love
and I shall hold you
in my loving arms
for millions of years to come.

Oh, My phantom of desire
like a dream
come down to earth
if only Your wild heart
and mine beat as one
music for the ages
as an endless symphony of desire
Oh, heavenly desire
My very heart's hope
to hold You in an endless dance
as our limbs entwine and entwine
as our hearts pour out
endless silent music
an unknown silent language
only our two hearts can speak
as heart calls out to heart
Oh, let Me linger in your kiss
a thousand years
and yea linger still
oh, love more then love
let us live we two
in our private universe
in passions embrace
as we slowly turn
and roll and spin
a slow motion dance
as lips embrace
in an endless silent song
Oh, our passion is a slow fire
hot enough to melt
the strongest steel
Oh, let us dance
this passionate embrace
to outlast all the days
of eternity

Oh, how you are my eternal love
how I would suffer
a thousand pains and tortures for you
you are a flower
whose thorns pierce my flesh so sore
down through the flesh
and into the bones
as the blood from my fingers do flow
to stain the sand so scarlet red
every drop a drop of pain that flows
from my beating heart.
And how you are a sweet fragrance
that floats like a mist
on the night wind
as your love fills the air
and oh how I am entranced
by your beauty
and the hunger for your love
as an unending desire
hypnotized and beguiled
by your dark flower
intoxicated by your kiss
and by your embrace.
Oh, you are a drug
that flows through my veins
an ***** to numb the mind
as my love for you
burns through me
like a holy fire!

Oh, How I am helpless!
So helpless in my quest
to win your love.
For what can I give you
to gladden your heart
and show the love
that burns within me?
Oh, I cannot give you
and gems that sparkle and wealth untold.
Oh, I can only bare my heart and soul
to show what a fire burns within
and the treasure in every fiber of my brain.
Oh, I can speak to you of poetry and love
and of a music that speaks
from the depths of my soul.
Oh, how nature sings to me
of your sweet form and lovely face
as the rain drops fall among the trees
pledging there love to the leaves.
Oh, how you are like a soft summer rain.
When I walk through the silent and sacred forest
and feel the rain drops upon my face.
Oh, how it brings back memories
of your fingertips as they touched my face.
Oh, I am haunted by the imprint of your limbs
and how we danced to a soft and silent music.
Oh, I hold you in my memory
in a chamber in the secret depths of my soul.
And oh, how it has become my flesh
and one with every fiber of my brain.
Oh, how the memory of your face
is a treasure sacred to the my soul.
And I hold you in a chamber most sacred
at the center of my soul.
Oh, I have loved you
down through the endless days
of eternal memory past.
And I shall love you
through all the endless days to come
to when this world
is but a dim memory.

Is the universe unbegotten?
can one say that some great mind
did not calculate the width
and breathed of the universe
of the stars that circle through the sky
of  Orion as he makes his way
on his nightly hunts
of worlds too many
for the mind to comprehend
of nightmare worlds
where manlike scorpions  battle to death
to worlds populated  with cities
made from shimmering light
more lovely than any man
has ever imagined
of galaxies that blow themselves apart
of planets where dinosaurs yet roam
who made the colors of the world
put the blue in the sky
and the fire in the sun?
Oh, the elements have a secret language
I have often in a half awake haze
heard them chattering back and forth
as I lay with My head upon My pillow
Oh, who can decipher their tiny beeps  and buzzes
each but a cell in a great brain
one who says gravity is thus and thus
and no greater
one who sees without eyes
the evil man
and thinks, "I know Your ways!".
who sees a secret loving act and remembers
one who space and time cannot contain
but who contains space and time within himself
who made the worlds out of sheer joy
and sang the heavens into being
one of whom our joy is his joy
and our sorrow his sorrow
for whom ever beat of a heart matters
every tear counted
and to who our every thought
is as an earthquake
all are connected in him
all are one
our pain every man's pain
and in our love every man shares

Oh, reality is not what it seems
all the world
see's the universe as a dead lifeless stone
Oh, little they do know
that it has a mind, and heart, and soul
Oh, turn from Your cold and mechanical way
open Your heart, and mind, and soul
in its heart abides a love for all things
oh, ****** all Your cares upon
the great mind
and it will bear You up
on rainbow colored wings
for we are its creatures
it gave our souls birth
in the first fires of creation
made of a flaming and congealed love
with a fire in the heart
and a fire in the brain
Oh, made as a great
and bottomless  vessel
all hollowed out by the great mind
to contain its great and unending love
of one creature for another
Oh, deep and holy fire
connects one heart with another
in an unending chain
Oh, as one little creature
is harmed
a holy and deep pain
passes from one to another
in an unending chain
Oh, to deny this is to deny the soul
and You are lost
from the lord of creation
and the precious deep places
of Your heart
Oh, the great mind
calls You back
as lover to lover
"Oh, My love return to My loving arms
Oh, how I long for Your beating heart
Oh, how the depth of Your
mind and heart
are so precious to Me
Oh, how I long to hold You
in My arms and kiss Your precious lips
for I have loved You beyond love
and passion beyond passion
Your precious heart
born in the first fires of creation".
Oh, love is life
and love is the beauty of the soul
for he who love's not
lies all in a grave
of there own creation
walking through life and believing they live
when truth
they are only
a withered bag of bones
Oh, those who never have
ever embraced
neither woman, nor man, nor child
in there loving passionate arms
never lives
and passes through life
as the walking dead.

Oh, You showed no mercy
to My soul
Oh, time stopped
and the world stopped
in its spin
Oh, the whole world
died that day
and everything in it
Oh, You are so cruel My love
but I shall always and forever
love You still
Oh, how I am crucified
by a woman's  selfish pride
and I am laid
in a cold and cruel grave
forever and evermore
till time runs its full course
and the world and time is no more
and I and the universe
dissolves like clay
and all that was
is forever no more

Oh, you are so special.
So special to my soul!
No creature ever graced this earth
that had your form and grace.
Oh, you are my lovely secret.
and how I hope beyond my heart
in my chest beating
that I am your secret and abiding love.
Oh, when I walk through
the wild and sacred woods
and gaze upon the moon
as bright orb to light the midnight sky
that flies among the soft night clouds
and shines down its lovely serene light
it reminds me of your face
as its beauty out shines
the flowers upon the green hillside.
And the trees as they whisper
with there soft voice
a lovely sound
that reminds me of your name, Selena.
Goddess of that sacred orb
shining down its golden light
to light the lover's way
along the path of heaven's bright shore.
For fairies and spirits of this soft and sacred night
as they dance and play
and pledge there love
to our holy mother earth.
Oh, I search upon my way
for your lovely form.
To hold your elusive
and haunting velvet form
in my arms so tight
and breath your intoxicating breath
a thing of delight
beyond this holy sacred earth.
Oh, you fill the earth
with a sound of silent music
only the heart can feel.
Oh, the earth and all nature
is so in love with you
and your lovely soul
and I most of all
as I long for your keeping
and your loving embracing.
Oh, I would ever morn your passing.
Oh, a deadly sorrow
outlasting all time
in its swift passing.
And my flesh shall turn to dust
as my soul flies away
to search for you
through the everlasting heavenly skies.
Oh, how my heart sings
an infinite and everlasting song
and searches without rest
in my eternal quest.

Oh, they say that the opposite of love
is hate
Oh, I know its not so
for who has not hated and loved
a thing at the same time
for the opposite of love to never love
Oh, it is the deadliest poison
a silver bullet aimed at My heart
Oh, what a dark and cold thing
is more deadly than to love
and then to receive only the cold and dark in return
Oh, what a cold and slimy snake
with its unblinking inhuman eyes
would encircle My heart
squeezing ever tighter and tighter
with every thought that You love Me not
of the ice and cold in Your heart
Oh, how You hold the power of life
and of death
over the life of My soul
Oh, how can I live without You?
You who would melt Me in Your lovely eyes
Oh, the heart stops the clock
for want of an answer to
"Do You love Me?"
and with its answer the heart
and the clock ticks on
to pleasure or woe
Oh, My eternity is in Your hands My love
Oh, You are such a lovely and sacred thing to My soul
how one slight touch of Your skin
is sacred
Oh, nexus of the universe
Oh, how brighter and more lovely than all the angels
how Your bright eyes shine with power
to bring to life by shining down Your love
or destroy by taking it away
surly You must be some ancient goddess
born in the fires of creation
Oh, how I worship You oh goddess
Oh, the worlds and galaxies that can be seen in Your eyes
Oh, to look into Your face
is to forever lose My soul
Oh, how I am condemned to a hopeless and blessed love
Oh, I plead for Your love
as though it were a final judgement
Oh, goddess shine down Your love
on this forlorn and desperate creature
My body...My soul...My all
is not My own
Oh, You the most precious gem the universe
shine down on Me in love
and let all not be lose

Oh, you are my life
and without you I am a dead thing
for without you I will bring
my poor life to a short end
and I will ride on a chariot
to the underworld.
Oh, the pain of my heart break
is far more then I can bear.
Oh, when I look upon you
my heart's longing is more than I can bear.
You are the beginning of my soul's creation
and your loss will be it's ending.
Oh, when I hear the gentle rain
and gentle clash of thunder
of a soft summer rain
it reminds me of your gentle fingertips
upon my face
and the gentle sound of your voice
more lovely than the voice of the song birds in spring.
Oh, my heart is connected to you
by tiny invisible threads stronger than steel.
Oh, if you take all hope of love from me
my heart and soul will depart with you
and I shall be a hollow empty thing
as though my heart were a drum
with a hollow ringing sound.
Oh, your love and gentle touch
is as a gentle breeze
blown across my face
from a summer's rain.
All my breathe and all my hope
I find within you.
you are an everlasting song sung by my heart.
A song of hope and pleading.
Oh, let me love you.
This I only ask.
You are my only desire
and without you all hope is gone.

Oh, to struggle for a life
to live a life
that is more than
the meat upon your table.
For life is more than the beating
of a heart.
oh, to hold a love in your arms
and feel another's warm breath.
A breath that carries
its warm love upon your cheek.
oh, how a true passionate love
is more than all the stars
that glitter like diamonds in the sky.
As hearts link one to one
and pledge one to the other
for as long as the moon
makes its path past
the stars that hang upon
a black velvet sky.
As hearts link one to one
and pledge one to another.
And the gentle breeze blows
its sweet caress upon my cheek.
And reminds me of your love
and soft kiss.
And I long for eternity in your arms.

Oh, there is nothing
I would not do for you!
I would fly to the top of the sky
and plunge to the bottom of the sea.
Oh, I would lay on a bed of stone.
Live imprisoned in a mad house
for a hundred years.
Oh, I would pass my hand
through a flame.
Fill my belly with ashes.
wear clothes made from thorns.
Lay in hell for a thousand years.
Shed my blood to the last drop.
Oh, you are my beginning and end!
Without you I am nothing
not even dust.
For without you
My heart is a worthless mechanical thing
and I feel a pain
no medieval torture chamber
could ever devise.
Oh, if I could only feel
the caress of your lips
then my soul would mount up
on the wings of angels
and there would be nothing I would not do for you.
Oh, I could outlast all eternity
knowing you are by my side.
Oh, your lips are sweeter
than the sweetest rose
and oh how the touch of your fingertips
would send waves of ecstasy through my soul
that the love songs of the angels
could never match.
Oh, how can I find the words
to say I love you
would be saying to little
for my love for you
is a burning passion
I could in my wildest dreams
never have imagined
for all my world is within you.
Oh, I could lay and listen to your beating heart
all day and night long.
Oh, it would take me on a journey
through my soul
to a heavenly realm where wild flowers grow
and the love songs of the angels
drift through the air.
Oh, you have become my reality
I want no other.
You are my heart and soul.
You are my love song
and my heavenly realm.

Oh, how this world in its ways
is so full of noise and confusion
like the raving of a mad man
a cacophony of voices
ever fills the air
and I am swept far away
as by an all consuming flood.
Oh, I can find no peace
as though the eyes of a dead man
I see.
Oh, but when I hear your voice so sweet
like the voice of a thousand angels
as they sing
my soul enraptured flies away
to some paradise
where death and time
do not live
and upon the wings of angels
I leave behind a world
all dark and uncaring.
Oh, I know one day
I shall hold your body
in my loving arms
and we shall live
in a time and place
that shall never pass away.
Oh, eternity shall be our dream
in a paradise beyond the stars
where you and I shall ever live
and forget the world
so dark and cruel.

Oh, how could I ever let you go?
The life I live within me
is no longer my own.
You are a lovely exotic angel
with your midnight hair
and midnight eyes like portals to worlds unknown
softly seeks to absorb my soul
the irresistible draw of your lovely face and heavenly form I feel!
Oh, I can compare you to no creature on earth.
Oh, how you have caused me to lose all reason!
Oh, my foolish pride died long ago.
Died long ago when first I gazed into your eyes
those portals to heavenly worlds unknown.
Oh, how they draw my soul!
Oh, how you could hurt me so!
Oh, I have died a thousand deaths
and lived a thousand lives.
A thousand deaths from all my thought and fear
that from me your love would forever be lost
and a thousand blessed lives with thoughts of you by my side
of your warn soft arms and cherry red lips.
Oh, how I love you so!
In my deepest thoughts more than I could have ever known.
Oh, my sweet lovely bird of song
Oh, how you put all others to shame!
The early morning song of the birds of spring
is but a harsh noise in your compare.
You are my sweet elusive angel
with dark and rolling eyes
eyes that speak of mysteries all unknown.
And after you I can only pursue
and my heart make its desperate plea!

Oh, you are an everlasting vision
so like an angel
the one who has given my life meaning
you have sent me to the highest of delight
and the depths of despair
come and let me plumb
the deep parts of your soul
there are worlds without number
within you
those lovely shining worlds I wish to know.
Oh, come my love
and let us know each to each
the deep parts of our soul
and let the passing world
vanish from our minds
without a trace.

Oh, I remember
when I first looked upon you.
You were like no one
Oh, I could have ever seen.
The wild heart in your eyes
Oh, took my very heart with those eyes
and melted that poor
helpless creature.
Oh, you had such a rare
unbridaled  passion.
Oh, how you opened you heart
took me into your arms
and kissed me with a passion
that seemed to never end.
Oh, dance of love
wild night of passion.
And oh, my sorrow when you went
in the full light of day.
I awoke and you were
not by my side.
Oh, I searched ever and ever
just a gaze into those lovely wild eyes
from street to street
and town to town
with heave heart
and bleeding soul
and at night I searched
for you in my dreams
and found you
and kissed you
with a passion beyond all passion
never willing to let you go.
Then one day I heard a piper piping.
Oh, the sound seemed to dance in the air
as though doves
with rainbow colored wings fluttered by.
Oh, a great troop of pipers piping
and singers singing.
Music to fill the heights of heaven
as though heaven were emptied
and all the angels come to earth
just to sing those lovely songs
and then your lovely wild eyes.
Oh, they carried you as they walked by.
You saw me and stopped on your way.
Oh, you said, " Young man I know you
far your fame reaches far and wide.
Oh, they say your sweet voice
puts the angels to shame.
Oh, come with me and ride
and you will never know
fear ,nor  hunger, nor want.
And I can hear a sound
sweeter than the angels when they sing."
Oh, how your wild eyes  drew me in
and drew me on.
Oh, I sung the songs
that made the angels cry.
Oh, how I poured out my soul
drained to the final drop.
blood and life
out of the depths of my soul
and oh, how your sweet arms embraced me
with a passion and love
that would put all the world's lovers to shame.
Oh, such a passionate struggle
that would blush the most jaded cheek.
Oh, how I thought that paradise of love
it would never end.
Oh, those angry words
the jealousy for the songs I sung.
The songs that would put the angels to shame.
And oh, such a stormy desperate night
as a man lost his life.
Oh, those who saw me
swore me to that very place and time.
"Oh, tell us where you were
in that dark stormy night
that would make the world seem to end."
Oh, I opened not my mouth
and said not a word
though to would mean
my beating heart would be forever stilled
and my life would be no more
foe I had been in your arms
my dear sweet love.
Oh, you are my very life
my reason for being
on this dark forsaken earth.
Oh, how your beauty
and the passion of your love
puts the angels to shame.
Oh, how could I let them
know your shame
to love such as I
a poor worthless thing.
Oh, my sadness
Oh, my despair
how you put
such flowers on my grave.
Oh, you visit me
in the midnight hour
as the night winds blow.
You call my name
and from your heart
Oh, such tears that flow.
Oh, the knife you stab in my soul.
Why do you hurt me so?
Don't you know
my love for you
no tongue can tell.

Oh, this world
with all its promises
how it ever tries my soul and causes such pain!
"If you have all the wealth
that your life can hold
you shall be king of all
and all the world and all its worth
shall worship at your feet.
and all that shines
and all that glitters shall be yours
and all the ladies fair
shall pledge their love to you.
But oh woe to the man
who has no gold in his hand,
his life is only a curse
and cursed shall be he all the days of his life.
And all the world shall never know his name.
And everyone with gold
all laid up in their store
shall drive him from their door.
And with that it is known
that earth is the devil's true home.
For with gold and kingdoms
and all the worlds riches
he did tempt the only son.
' For if you are the only son
then make these stones bread.'
' For why should you die
when all the sons of dust
only wish all that I can give.
And with an empty belly
their love soon flies away.
And all their hearts are then
as cold as a stone.' "
But oh how I know
that the price of love so true
has never been measured
in silver and gold.
And the name of the man
that had been written with all the riches of the world
is but a name written in smoke.
For soon he is dead and forgotten
and never again shall his name be known
and all his memory forever sleeps
in a forgotten  grave
when all is done and said.
And all the hearts of all his false loves
are as cold and heavy
as a granite stone
and only cold ***** ashes
are left to melt innocent white snow.
But I know the treasure I seek
was never dug from a stone.
This heart within me
how it glows like an inner sun.
For my soul and my heart
in its deepest inner reaches
is forever bound to you
with an everlasting bond
that is stronger by far
that any bond of paper and ink
and any law ever formed by man.
And all the bars and all the steel
can never take my love form you.
and all the price I know
that I must pay
to buy the love
that beats in your scarlet heart
is a pain that no mortal man
can ever know
for all the pain in me
you ever sow
that makes my heart
like a withered and dying rose.
But you have all the love
that my soul and heart can give.
For you I shall bear it all
to pay with the coin of my heart
and all my pain and woe
to win your heart
the heart of my lady so fair
and my heart how it beats and beats
for my lovely lady fair.
For always I have loved you
from the very first day
and upon that day
it seemed all the world began.
Oh, how I remember the day
you first held my hand.
Though you knew not my name
I swore with a sacred oath
that I would never rest
day nor night
till I forever held you in my arms
and you knew all the love
that burned within this heart.
And all my life I shall give
and all my passion
I shall pour from my heart
though the price I should pay
should be a lonely cold grave
for this flame of love
burning in my heart
shall never go out
and I am bound to you
on cords of forever.
And for you this flame
shall ever burn.

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Oh, when I look into your eyes
I see an image of the heavens above
the stars glittering in your eyes like diamonds in the sky.
Oh, Your face and lovely form
reminds me of some distant enchanted land.
Oh, at night my tears fall upon my pillow
for the want of your love.
You are as a field of flowers
growing upon a hill side
on the bright shores of heaven.
Oh, you are a haunting tune  played from a Violin
in the midnight hour
upon the haunting shores of heaven.
Oh, you are a creature exotic wild and lovely
and I follow you to the ends of creation
for you ever hold my heart in the palm of your hand
and send it beating in a wild race
to dance its savage dance
on a wild race to the ends of ecstasy.
Oh, if your heart were an endless path
winding its way through a dark forest
then  I am forever and ever lost
with no hope of ever finding my way.
Oh, your lovely face and form
has forever enslaved my heart
in invisible shackles
to be your slave forever.

I care my love
whether  your happy  or not
for you are the most precious jewel
to ever fall to earth
a precious jewel from heave above
a beautiful star come down to earth.
Oh, earth is such a dark
and dull place
in the sight of your light and grace
come to light this dark world
and every creature
is exposed to such love and grace.
A shining light come from heaven's shore
where love shines evermore
and even the flowers sweetly sing
of the deep love that shines
from your heart
and such a death
to every evil and hard thing.
Of you the angels sweetly sing,
and I bless your lovely heart
and your lovely name
Oh, of  whom the angels
sweetly sing.

Oh, my love
you are perfect
every line and symmetry
is such a work of art.
Venus in all her glory
could never in all the infinity of time
match you in all your loveliness.
Oh, your lovely face and form
lights a holy fire within my soul.
Oh, the burning eternal flame of my passion
rages within me.
I no longer have control
over my mind and heart and soul.
Oh, and this passion drives me on
to never ending heights
of desperation and folly.
And yet still this raging inferno
is never satisfied
and never sleeps.
Oh, like God's eyes
my passion never sleeps!
Oh, my love for you
has forged its chains!
Oh, invisible chains
that are stronger
than any binding thing on earth.
It is stronger than the strongest steel
that draws me like hooks
into your heart.
Oh, you are like the sun
that ever shines
the blinding light of your love.
For there is no living thing
that you do not love.
Oh, all of God's creation
you hold within your heart.
Oh, how can I not love such
a one as you!?
For you are not just beautiful
you are beauty!
And I know my heart shall
always belong to you
for as long as I shall ever be.
I can feel even now
your soft embrace
and the touch of your warm lips.
Oh, if  I could but win
your precious heart!
for there is no other jewel
so wonderful
as you my precious one.
Oh, for I can feel the cool breeze
that washes over me
and fills me with love
that no one can ever express.
Oh, I can feel the cool breeze
from the beat of your angel wings!
Oh, it reminds me
of your soft delicate fingers
as they caressed  my face
speaking such volumes of love
that no earthly poet
could ever write.
Oh, how can I express
and how can I find
the words to tell
of all my love for you.
For it seems that my words have wings
and oh the moment they fly from my lips
they are gone like echos
on some still moonless night.
Oh, I love you!
Oh, how I love you
like a mother loves her dear child.
Oh, and how my heart aches!
Aches with all my longing for you!
Oh, my heart longs for you
like a dog longs for his master.
Oh, you are all to me!
And this fire shall burn
forever for you.
Oh, forever!
For a forever that shall never die!

Oh, some say
that the soul of man
is but made of ashes and bones.
That the feelings of the heart and soul
are of little worth
and must be taken into little account
that your daily bread
and the shelter over your head
is only of account.
Oh, all the world is but such a dead
mechanical thing
when no vision stirs the heart
and no music fills the soul.
Then only rancor and strife would fill the world.
Oh, rage! Rage against those
whose words are only ashes
and the soul of man
is crucified upon a cross
for the world is more then meat and bread
and the love of the heart
is the life of the soul.
Oh, how the devil
and reside within your daily bread
while the soul of man
and the son of man
hangs crucified upon a cross
and the heart sets encased in stone.
Oh, rage! Rang against those
whose god of the coin of the realm
and the world lies in eternal winter
while the arrogant voice
is lifted up and reigns supreme.
Oh, come Gabriel and blow your horn
your long expected call
and this world of ice and snow
be melted into a deep blue sea
by the warm sacred heart
of an all consuming love.

Oh, I took a walk
through the dark streets of London town
all alone without a care
Oh, it was a dark
and misty night
when I spied a form
lovely in shape
a form
as lovely as could be
like some angelic form
come down to earth
how I was at a loss
to approach You
I could not resist
I placed a hand
on Your soft and lovely shoulder
" Miss You should never be alone"
You turned
I was taken by surprise
a haunting form
and a haunting face
as soft and lovely
as the dark and sacred moonlit night
a fire burned in Your eyes
as bright as a thousand suns
yet as soft as the butterflies wing
a wicked passion
a wicked hunger love
that says, " I want more and more
without measure".
It seemed to fill the whole universe
Oh, mortal woman
or spirit come from the earth below
or the heavens above
somehow I knew
You were not heaven born
Oh, then I knew
heaven I shall never see
they all say
"heaven is  the place of pleasure"
"heaven is the place of delight"
Oh, they lie. they lie.
I  saw hell in Your eyes
Oh, woman or demon
master of My soul
Your soft cool touch
makes Me feel eternally alive
Oh, to what ever heaven or hell
or underworld
or seat of the gods there be
to hold You in My arms
is My only desire
My only reason for being
no creature like You before
ever lived
Oh, goddess of My soul
be You woman or devil
or ghost or some
fiend in the night
You are My only, My all
Oh, I will hold Your
soft dark lovely form
in My heart
forever

Oh, words fail me
and I am left unable to speak
when I seek to find the words
to tell of all my love for you.
Oh, you are the music
that I hear within my soul.
you are the music I live by.
When ever I see you
it is as though my heart falls forever.
If only I could span this space
that so separates us.
I see you and cannot embrace you
and feel the music
of your warm and gentle heart
beating against my chest.
Oh, how I dream of the flowers
that I would give you
and All the things I would say
as you lay upon my chest
and the moon shines down
its golden beams
upon your body so lovely and warm.
Oh, there is nothing on this earth
that I would not give you.
And there is no valley so deep
nor river so wide
that would keep me from your side
And oh, the pain and anguish
I would suffer just to let you know
of how I love you so.
My dear love
you are the only flower
that blooms within my heart.
Oh, you are a part of me
a segment of my soul
and without you
part of my soul would be forever torn away
and I would have
but less than half of a soul.
Oh, come my dear love and be my bride
and we two live in a house made of love forever.
Oh, come and dream with me
the dreams that only two hearts
in love can dream.
Oh, let us dream this dream of love
in a loving embrace
all through the night.
Oh, come to me my love
and love me within my arms
for all our lives
and for all our days
and all down through
time's eternal and infinite road.

Oh, how bitter it is
the grief when two souls
as by invisible threads
is torn apart by death's bony fingers
Oh, the tear is never clean
it always carries away
part of the soul with
happy moments turned upside down
Oh, but how painful by far
when one loves
and is never loved in return
Oh, the sleepless nights
and trembling heart
Oh, bitter cup
that holds a wine turned so bitter
the icy chill that blows
through the heart and soul
as though bitten by the head
of a cold blooded viper
with its inhuman unblinking stare
a cold poison flowing in the veins
the soul that wishes
its eternal death
Oh, insurmountable wall
Oh, the cold grief
as though
you are a worthless thing
all covered with filth
nay, a thing of worthless filth
Oh, what a hopeless prayer
"Return My love to Me."
the pit of the loveless ******
Oh, sharper than the sharpest sword
Oh, the counting of days
and the impatient longing
to sleep the eternal sleep
to cover the soul
with a dark eternal blanket
eternal oblivion forevermore
to melt the ice in Your soul

Oh, how I know
the contents of your heart
how your heart contained
only light and love
till the day you gazed
upon your form and face so fair
and darkness crept into your soul
and the words of your heart
oh, how they were
" Oh, how others are so dull and worthless
and how I alone shine!"
and oh, how like Lucifer in his fall
how you said, "Oh, I shall reach
the heights of forever
and write my name among the stars!"
Little do you know
the one who made all
shall cast the children of a proud heart
from their great height
and in the dark places you shall dwell
for the one who made all
loves a humble heart
and makes the proud
to stumble and fall.