Oh, I struggle
Oh, how struggle for your love!
And how my heart is forever bound to you.
Oh, how you are a lovely haunting vision.
And I have so acted like a child.
And I am so afraid that I may drive you away.
Oh, how I have been as a mad man is
blind to reason and logic
and I throw myself on your mercy.
Oh, my hollow heart without you!!
such a source of my suffering from within
for I am nothing without you
but an empty soul.
Oh, if I could hold you in my arms!
you are my holy grail.
Oh, how I pray
that our flesh shall become one
and our blood shall become one.
Oh, dear God in heaven
fuse our beating hearts into one.
Beating as one, and loving as one.
Oh, such pain in my grief for you
like hot nails in my heart.
Oh, mercy goddess! Oh, mercy my goddess!!
I love you more than some lost child
that I have lost long ago.
And I dream of you as I shed hot tears
that are torn from my grieving eyes.
Oh, I long for you
as a motherless child longs
to be held in the loving arms
of her dear mother.
Oh, my dear love let me hold you so tightly
and our kisses and tears of joy flow.
And let us love through a long night and day
of infinite length.
Oh, let the sun never set on your love.
A love that defies the cold grave
and the long march of time
as the planets , and all the celestial orbs
revolve around all the suns that hang in the endless sky
till the stars burn and flicker out
one by one.
Oh, they are worthless
compared to our love
made upon a forge in heaven
to last for all eternity.

Oh, my love
I can never forget you.
Oh, I hope against hope
to gain your love.
Oh, how this world system
in its cruelty is so arrayed against out love.
How it says that our love should never be
that we should never hold each other
in our loving arms
declaring our love for each other
for all immortal time.
Oh, this world can be so cruel
in its promotion of the things of this earth.
Oh, how I long to gaze
into your lovely eyes my dear angel
brush back your lovely angel hair
and caress your soft warm lips.
You are beautiful my love!
Do not turn your heart from me
and say that I am a worthless thing
for I love you so.
How I value your love
so much more
than your own weight in gold!
To you I would give my life
and pour out all the blood
that flows within my veins
upon this thirsty earth
just for your love.
My veins I would open
just for your pleasure.
Oh, how you are a fire in my blood
and a wild passion within me.
A passion that says
" without her love I shall die."
Oh, I shall love you
until the last dying flicker
of this life within me.
And your name shall be
the last word upon my dying lips.
For I cannot live this life without you
my precious angel
then let me die in your arms.

Oh, my love
how I wish to embrace you
and give you all the love
I have within this mortal frame.
Oh, when will we meet face to face
and love each other as true lovers.
Oh, my dear love
you hold my heart
as though it were a bird in a cage.
You have captured me
and yours I will forever be.
and oh how I long to be with you
and behold you face to face
and speak to you of my deep love
and longing.
you are far away beyond the setting sun
and oh how I long to be with you.
it seems sometimes in my loneliness
that you are only the words upon the page I write
and oh how this makes me feel
so forlorn to my hearts breaking.
Oh, my dear love come face to face
and touch me in a loving embrace
so that as days and years roll by
we shall forever live in a loving embrace.
Oh, come my dear precious love
and let us not be half strangers
but come each to the other from so far away
and share our loving embrace
and the love in both our hearts
as though it were some moist
and delicious fruit
from the garden of Eden
that grew so long age
and we as earths only man and woman
share the fiery love from our hearts
that shall be from everlasting to everlasting
and such as would make all creation blush.

Oh, how deep are my feelings for you.
And oh, how I long to belong to you
to hear you say, " you are mine."
Without you all the hope of life
and all the will to live
are gone from me.
Oh, to spend a day with you
to walk with you hand in hand
by your side
and find my home in your heart
to sleep in your arms
and you in mine
that is my heaven
of which I forever dream.
Oh, I love you with all I am
and to me you are love
and you are the hope of life.
Oh, without you I shall become
but a man a sorrow
and no creature can know
the deep grief I would feel.
For I am as nothing
my very being worthless
without you.
Oh, how I love you
with all my being I love you.
And I so deeply long to bless you.
My heart blesses you.
Bless you from the crown of your head
to the soles of your feet.
you are so full of love
and so full of beauty.
I bless you with the full force of my love.
Bless your lovely and intoxicating frame
your dark hair and eyes
your of such mysterious and haunting beauty
such a mystic and exotic creature
as from some foreign and exotic land.
And oh the depths of your heart
so deep and unknown
with a love as bright as the sun.
Oh, the curve of your lips
and your lovely dark eyes
oh, what they do to me!
your hair when it hangs over your shoulder
like a black velvet rope
oh, the longing it causes within me!
Oh, how I wish to die if I am ever without you
and I would die with only half a soul.
you are my secret goddess
and I shall love you forever.
Oh, I am yours
all my heart and soul.
I am forever yours
for all the time that shall ever be.

Oh, you are a mystic and exotic creature
come form a far off land.
A gentle night spirit
that blows a soft wind
from a black velvet night sky
upon which start like diamonds
hang in a dark sacred sky
and tell the world
of the glory of your soul.
Oh, the beauty of your face
no Leonardo or Michelangelo could paint.
and your beauty sings its silent song
that only my heart can hear.
and I am tugged along by tiny invisible strings
as strong as steel
that extends from your heart to mine.
Oh, how without you
I am fallen...fallen...fallen
and the meaning of life
flies from me
like a frightened bird
startled from its resting place.
oh how if I had the wings of a dove
I would fry around this whole wide world
just to be by your side.
Oh, if I could but live
ten thousand years
and thousands of thousands of years
all this  I would give
for one day in your arms
to tell you of the deep love
that burns within me
a fire my blood
and a deep aching need
in the deep parts of my soul
that nothing on earth can satisfy
but the kiss from your sweet lips
and your soft embrace
that flows from your heart
like honey from a honeycomb
and I am held captive by you
in the dream of
your sweet ***** embrace
in our love intoxicated dream
that shall last for all the endless days to come.

Oh, I shed tears for your love
for my want of you
for I have waited an eternity for you
through all the empty years
through a desert devoid of love.
Oh, my heart pines away for you
and all  this life I live for you.
You are a beautiful rose
grown on a hill side in heaven
plucked by an angel
and brought down to me
and your sweet fragrance
carries me off
to worlds I could only imagine.
Oh, how could I have ever known
that heaven has its heaven
and that heaven is you.
How could I have ever imagined
that I would hold such an angel
in my arms.
Oh, how I am ever addicted to you
to your kiss, and your warm embrace.
Oh, let me live in the mansion of your heart
and the strong Castle of your embrace.
Oh, my love for you flows
like a never ending river
and I am carried away
on its swift and dangerous currents.
Oh, let me hold you forever
my soft and gentle love
and tell you of all my love for you.
Of how I would just want to die without you.
That my heart races
like a wild and untamed horse
whenever you are near.
Oh, without you
My life is just a slow dying
and my tears are tainted
with the blood of my tortured soul.
Oh, the dreams I have of you
where you are more lovely
that the love song
of a thousand angels.
Oh, you are an exotic spirit
that has captured my soul
and I am helpless in my love for you.
Oh, only you can save me
for you have the key
to my heart
and the key to my grave
and only you decide
if I shall be, or be no more.
Oh, you have invaded my heart
and taken it by storm
and I am naked and helpless before you
like a helpless, and motherless child.
Only you can wipe away my tears
that I shed for you
and restore me to life.
Oh, you are a spirit
of love and passion
and I am haunted forever by you.

Oh, you are the breath of life to me
for I cannot live without you
nor can I imagine such a dead and bleak life
for you are the deepest pleasure
that lives in my dreams.
you are everything in life
that gives life meaning to me.
Oh, my lovely sweet angel
there is no pain I would not suffer.
The scourge upon my back
that cuts and tears the flesh
till it hangs from bones laid bare
like torn and ****** rags
just to show the depth of my love for you.
Oh, the dreams I dream of you
like ***** intoxicated dreams
where you dance upon my bed
and sing you siren song
sweet as ten thousand angels
to hold my heart captive
with love and longing for you
to my heart's bursting.
Oh, more passion you stir within me
than my poor earthly frame can stand
and oh in my dreams
the tears I shed of pure joy
of holding you in my arms
as I tell you of all the love
that I have for you.
Oh, if there were the thousand angels
and every angel with ten thousand mouths
and every mouth with ten thousand tongues
oh they could never tell
of the depth of my love for you.
Oh, the icy cold hell I would suffer
if I knew you could never be mine.
Oh you are the only love
that gives life to my heart
and breaths warmth into my soul.
Oh, the tears that from me like a river flow.
Tears that speak of my longing to love you so
and oh I know this longing shall never end
though all of time and eternity shall pass away
but my love shall ever remain.