To sense and reason I am blind
Madness!  Madness!
Oh, how could a Queen
love one such as I!
You have stricken My Mind
My heart is lost
forever lost!
By what power have You bewitched Me!
What the power of the incantation
You spread your arms
and said, " Come to Me".
you have conquered Me
I am forever Your captive
Oh, what terror I feel
It is not the death of the body I fear
one look and four little words
would tear My soul asunder
" I love You not"
As I lay in Your embrace
all the world comes together
life returns
Oh, You are a witch!
I have become a child again
and You My mother
wherever You lead
I like a child must follow
My tongue has lost its cunning
I like a child
can only babble
Oh, how I am at the mercy
of Your very touch
Oh, how I fall limp in Your arms.

I will remember You
You have changed My soul
Your sweet breath
on the side of My face
your warm tear
caresses  My cheek
Its soft moisture
seduces Me
My heart
bridges the space
between Your heart and mine
Space does not exist
time does not exist
Please!
Let Me live that timeless moment
The caressing
words You said
Your eyes
that would bare
the depths
of Your soul
only to Me
How Your hair
would caress Your cheek
like a rope of black velvet
flowing down
a  heavenly frame
so lovely
My lips
grow silent
the fiber of the brain grows numb
to give a name
to such beauty
that God ever made
How You fingers would slide between mine
A tiny caress
But oh what a caress
I would give all
the kingdoms of the earth
to feel that once again
Your love is like roses
Oh a black velvet rose
for You lovely hair
A blood red rose
Your lips so warm
a white rose for Your cheek
I long to touch once more
How this longing
Pierces My heart
You ravish!
Oh how You ravish Me!
without saying a word
through Your silence
You pierce Me with a longing
to death!

Oh My heart aches
aches within Me
but oh how could I
shut you up like
a bird in a cage
gain the body
but lose the soul
then the bird would
no longer sing
Your love is oh so
treasured
if all the wealth
all the gold were
placed on a scale
your heart on the other
it would out weigh this
and the whole world combined
the world is such a paltry thing
and oh the universes
without end within Your heart
How could I shut You up
like a bird in a cage
for the sake of pride
and a brief ****** spasm
when its Your love
and the fire in Your soul
I crave
oh sing to Me sweet bird
sing to Me of love
and give Me the fire in Your soul

You are a deep wound in My heart
Forgive Me!
Oh, How many
thousands of times
I would have taken You
into My arms
and rocked You to sleep
how I would have fed You
from My soul's longing
from the life that dwells in My soul
laid open the blood
the blood flowing in My veins
for you pleasure alone
Oh, sweet suffering
How I value My sweet suffering
Rather than have a love
Oh, so shallow
The blood from My heart's suffering
flows oh so red
your unrequited love
it is a deep wound in My soul
never will eternity be the same
Place a stone over My head
place it oh so high
write there
His body died
for the love of a raven haired demon
because His soul could not
fulfill its eternal longing
Oh, how I treasure
the unrequited love
of a beautiful and unloving
raven haired demon
more than a million
fair haired angels
be they ever
a million times over
as bright and lovely
as all the stars of heaven
and now I rest
in a private hell
that knows no end
oh, how I would rather
have You oh raven haired demon
then all the pleasures of My eternal home
and know no end
of sweet suffering
of My soul for Your soul
Oh My sweet tormenting demon
I will love You
till the sun and stars burn out
and the universe grows cold
and forever more

Let the rain fall
let it fall like
the tears of the nameless
and forgotten dead
broken hearts
let My heart bleed
let my body shed its
red tears for all the
forgotten loves I only remember
all My loves are gone
gone all your generations so long ago
only I remain, only I
to drink the blood of those that remain
My love's memory echos through
the halls of My mind
like ghosts of long ago
Oh, ache to My soul
Oh, ghosts that pass through My mind
Oh, I gave You My dark love
Oh, ache to My soul
to touch your warm flesh
Oh, to wish for the impossible
Oh, the skull that once held a pair of lovely eyes
Oh, that I could find My rest
and once again touch
Your warm and lovely flesh

He is dead
long time dead
Oh, the days long ago
when he was remembered
remembered by a love
Now he lies in a lonely grave
no one to morn
no one remembers his name
Oh, how we all turn to dust
Oh, long time ago
The sad farewell
Just bones in the earth
bones bleached so white in the end
Breath departed long ago
a soul departed
departed forevermore
what the meaning?
What the reason?
Life but the flicker of the eye
Life! Oh, breath just a gentle wind
passing by
It goes by and returns nevermore.

Men say, no one sees
No one hears
Oh, the dead see and the dead they do hear
Oh, evil. Oh, self serving men
How You should fear the afterlife
Oh, how You should fear the life to come after
Don't You know they will meet You there
Don't You know they will put You on trial
And sentence You to a life of woe and pain
in You new prison of flesh
Don't You know the will stand
and point and laugh unseen at You
in Your new prison of flesh
" You murdered us. and for that You will now suffer woe untold
in Your new prison of flesh"
You will lay and not know
the woe that lies before You
As a hand rocks Your cradle in Your new prison of flesh
Your bones will molder in the ground all cold
as a hand rocks Your cradle
in Your new prison of flesh
Oh, woe begotten
Oh, woe all Your days in Your new prison of flesh!!