Running panting, heart racing trying to make out the black
Checking over my shoulder, wind piercing my face as I run trying to escape  
But I turn around and there you are, no matter where I go I can't seem to escape the endless thoughts of you that my mind won't stop replaying loose ends once tied won't stop from fraying and in the end I find my self praying, for I WILL not ever find myself saying that I need you..need you!?..I scream this, to myself if for anyone (for there is no one else) I'm too strong for that.. (I) Need you?
NO this life is my own and ill take what Ive got ill flip these cards that I've been dealt, ill make them work I do not need your help..I don't need you here!! It plays in my head when I stop to  breathe, chest heaving..The running..it kills me but as I turn around I try and will myself not to believe that you are there, always there, standing amongst the trees. No matter the miles..

What I'd give to have you with me right now, seeing the world together.
Run down bus stations, bustling airports and stuffy train stations. Gazing out of airplane windows and peering at our fates.
Down
Down
and even further below into the depthless reaches of your eyes where I find peace...
my peace..
our..
Endless peace.
You with me and who would've thought that'd be all I'd ever need.
Something as simple and as beautiful as you..
Blissfully, simply here with me..

"Why won't you leave?!"

"Because you are mine!
I speak only the truth, I'm here because you need me and I wont leave until you believe it too.

Until you believe, I'll stand my ground and I'll be everywhere you go, i will always surround. I'll linger on the breezes, you'll smell me in your hair, you'll see me in the clouds. I WILL always be there.

Accept that you're mine, and that you can't escape. I can't leave you alone, you ARE my fate.
Take my hand let us go the life you're living is not yours, so full of lies, deep down you must know.
Come be with me escape into my arms.

I'll show you, teach you, come with me and you will know, everything, everything that I know. My world I can show you. If only you'll trust, take a chance.. and I know you won't fear me as such.

My heart belongs to you and yours to me. And yes I do haunt you and your dreams but do you want to know what haunts me?
Within the farthest reaches of my mind, recurring visions of you and me.."