In this world what do we have to offer?And by we I mean me and the reader of this passage.Were born to live a hard life to see how much we can take..We grow up 2 year of getting bullied in school.Then we grow to try to get a life Along the way of all of that we get heart broken.After the heartbreak we put up walls to keep people from getting in.Those walls soon start to crumble.We still act like everythings ok...One day we slip and start to self harm...Things feel better from that point.Self harm becomes you're escape from everyone ignorance.You find bliss in pain from that momment on.The worst thing is....Right after you find that bliss the scars show....People start to bully you even more...You self harm more and more till it gets to where you want to die...While all of that happens you sit by watching the person you love be with someone else.You watch you're friends get everything you wanted in life...You get left behind in the shadows of no return....The shadows where you're deep in thought about killing yourself.You don't belong any where and no one would care if you died....Its a dark hole thats hard to come out of.Then you meet those people who say "It'll get better stay strong."That line is complete *******.You wait over time, keep self harming and living.Everything just gets worse.One day you lose all you're friends and everything goes wrong....You're in your room sitting there deep in thought about you're depression.You just wish everything would end....Theres only one thing stopping you....That last ******* line you're old best friend said.. "things get better."You try to wait for things to shape up...They don't at all.You say goodbye to everyone.At that momment you take a last breathe...You do the unthinkable....All of a sudden EVERYONE CARES.Everyone suddenly misses your face and gives a ****....Dear reader.Please tell me why in this world you only matter after you die?