Ill shed my skin once more tonight
the pain as it clings tight is nothing
in comparison to how you
fail to make me feel
anything at all
rivers wash over me
and cleanse me free
grab onto clarity

can you feel my demented thoughts

from where you lie.

pressing upon you
moving through the slew
of my thick ego
reaching for the tenderness
of the promise of one more kiss

I didn't mean for this.

as you distract me from my worries and dreams
ill forget myself a little more
fade into the dark
its all i want
just to be a memory
to be replaced with far better ones
its all i want
to disappear for eternity