Things are really different for girls. Even the ones who seem the most confident on the outside, have their reservations and dislike things about themselves. So when they love someone, and another girl comes in between that, it's a huge threat...not only to their relationship but to their self-esteem, and they can be left wondering what it is another girl has that she doesn't. It goes much farther than a guy thinks. It can destroy even the happiest, most confident girls. It just comes down to wether or not a girl is going to let that destroy her I guess.

I feel as if I am on another world
No one hears me
I am silenced

I know I am never heard
No one hears me
I am silenced

Nobody knows my true self
No one hears me
I am silenced

My pleas are swept away
No one hears me
I am silenced

I am swept away in the wind
No one will ever hear me
No matter how hard I scream
I am forever silenced

There is a wind in the treetops that can't be felt on the ground.
There is a  current in the water that can't be felt on land.
There is a moment in love that can't be felt on your own.
There is a movement in life that can't be felt in death.

The world is full of laughter and crying.
Don't live too slow or you won't feel it all.
Don't live too fast or you won't feel it at all.

If I could be a bird, to always feel that wind,
If I could be a fish, to always fight that current,
I will love with a free heart and open hands,
so that when that moment comes,
I can catch it and celebrate it everyday.
I will dance all my life,
to truly appreciate the stillness of death.

He is like a virus I wish I never encountered
snuggling under my skin
digging his nails inside my veins
clamping on to my insides
the longer i allow it, the harder it is to remove
i try to scrape out all the residue
but he always grow back
Building a cement house inside my soul
leaving me swollen
congested with anticipation
I can't escape this sickness
The more I regress the more illuminated it gets
It feeds off my sorrow
Slurps up my happiness
And leaves me with nothing
Just a body with cold blood inside
I like it better this way
I rather feel nothing instead of this
You love me?
I am tortured by you.

You touch my soul,
my heart and my spirit.
When I feel your hands on me
I shiver
No one has ever touched me like that.
You hold me close
I hold my breath
I feel that you are ominpresent.
Your smell, your prescence
is more than I have ever experienced before.
Your touch induces emotions
actions that make me want to stay.
A simple touch.