step one:
find somebody who is
beautiful, kind, charming, intelligent,
witty, caring, and
broken
step two:
fall so in love that you are convinced
that no matter how many problems
this person has,
they are absolutely perfect
step three:
when they break down and show you their scars,
hold them when they cry,
kiss them on the cheek,
and make them tea
step four:
when they tell you they wish
they weren't so ****** up,
and that they wouldn't blame you
if you walked away
promise that you'll stay
step five:
realize that just staying is too inadequate,
that everybody says they'll stay
then has their bags packed in a week
immediately upon realization,
swear that you will not-leave
because staying requires no change or effort,
while not leaving is a risk
step six:
let the person know that they are worth that risk
i'll probably delete this in later