notapoet

notapoet Aug 13

i will start by
kissing your forehead gently

then i'll trace my lips down
to your left cheek
and kiss it tenderly

on to the right cheek
my favourite cheek
and kiss it, so softly
on that mole that i love so much

afterwards,
i'll slowly make my way
to the side of your luscious lips
and kiss where
the corner of your lips meet

on to the other side of your lips
i kiss lightly
and sometimes i would tease you
with the tip of my soft tongue

then i'll lower my lips
to your chin
and i'd part my lips slightly
to give you a loving kiss on your chin

then i would go back up
to your nose
that cute little nose i adore so much
and give it a teasing peck

lastly, my favourite body part of yours
since the day i saw you
until this present day
your full, plump lips

as i kiss your lips
warmth and softness takes over my heart
we linger there, two lips forming one
our heartbeat matches, and become one
time stops
or at least i feel like it did

it's the best feeling ever
when your lips are interlocked
with someone you truly love
with you

notapoet Aug 8

hanging out

the best times we've had
were staying home
in the comfort of our bed
watching tv shows and movies
with no obligation the next day

sometimes we would have
what we call movie nights
we would watch a movie
at a nearby theatre till late at night
just so we could spend more time
with each other walking home

those are the best times we've had
together
with the comfort of each other
hands intertwined
fingers locked with one another
those are the memories
i hold close to my heart

i wish we could do that again
i'm hopeful we will
like you said before
our story isn't over yet

notapoet Aug 5

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without your presence
life is still moving
even though there's a feeling
of emptiness, something missing
life still moves on
things we used to do
places we used to go
foods we used to eat
jokes we used to laugh at
feels incomplete without you
sometimes i find myself avoiding
the places we used to go to
so that i won't cry in public
but sometimes i seek to go to those places
purposefully
just so i can relive those moments i've had
with you
the impact you have made on my life
for just being in it,
for just existing
had helped me shape
the person i am now
i never want us to be strangers

notapoet Aug 3

the night we ended

i still remember how painful
that night was

how tired my eyes and heart was
how i sighed so many times

i still remember how i laid my head down
in defeat, knowing you wouldn't fight for us

how i almost ran out of breath
for crying so much

i will never forget how hard it was for me
to go through it alone

i will never forget that pain
the pain you caused

notapoet Aug 1

your eyes

i think it's beautiful
the way your eyes
seem to make me forget
about all my worries
my doubts and troubles
the hurt that you've caused
the grief that you created
they seem to intertwine
with my veins
and carve themselves
into my heart

i have never felt like myself
than when your eyes
untangle my soul

notapoet Jul 30

for her

your presence is a warm embrace,
a quiet comfort that only i know.

your laughter, like sunlight breaking clouds,
illuminates my dull world.

your voice, sweet and melodic,
soothes my chaotic mind.

your soul, like an unkempt garden,
full of vibrant colours and life.

with you everyday is an adventure,
a new path ready to explore.

your undying love, a steady force in my life,
a constant source of strength.

today, and everyday,
i am grateful for you.

notapoet Jul 29

the first (last) day i saw you

i remember the first time
we started talking
you were the reason
i started laughing again
the reason i started
feeling hopeful again
the reason i felt
important again
the reason my problems
didn't seem so bad anymore
the reason i fell asleep
with a smile on my face
the reason i found motivation again
you truly have made my life
a million times better

but yeah, you left me.