How did i get here , what did i do so wrong?
Im living my life thru a **** ****...
The feeling of being alone, is no stranger to me.
But when hitting a bone,alone i never can be.
Im so bad, so far gone on that stuff.
I do it...because normalcy is not enough.

Inside i cry every minute of everyday                                                         I ask God why....  and to please take me away                                         You have hurt my heart  all the way to my soul                              excruciating pain is what ive come to know                                         You were my angelbaby ...a gift from up above                                       my life is nothing  without your love.

where do you go  what do you do  when youre all alone  theres no one but you   do you continue to breathe  just taking up space  or do you just leave  bow out with grace  how do you cope when you dont understand  why God put you here  was this planned  what reason could there be  to have no one but me.......

The days come & go
The land of nothingness
Reach for the Stars
The sky is clear
Hurry, the time is near
A clock with no face
Throw my hands
in the air
Keep going, I must care
Tweedle Dee
I'm Dum too
Grasping at straws
A figment of my imagination
Abra Cadabra
****! They're gone
My hopes and dreams
******' in the wind
Go, go, go
Falllllll
Splat!!
Lower my expectations
I am trespassing
Who goes there?
Yay, though I walk thru the valley
Quicksand
Throw my hands
in the air
White flag
Bring the final
curtain down.