I have to make a change
or I'm going to fall
not that I haven't already started.
I focus hope on maybe it's not too late
but as days progress
I find different
The images in my head replay things I fear
things that reveal my hearts state
I question where I went astray
I access what I once thought I believed
not so very long ago
only not to realize there my heart still lies
or in my mind...
or something..
It's all becoming a trend
I wish I could love you right.
I wish I did
but the genie fades
and the pain resides
like it has once before.

We are a truth made of lies
and I'm afraid
Finally
You'll make an honest man
out of you

Your hope lies in the past with familiar pieces
You rack your brain trying to make them fit again
Though proven wrong twice before.

I cannot return to my past
You are not there
And I neither for you
But if there lies your happiness
Then there you shall be
For I am your present
I am your future
But never shall I be your past