Don’t give up she whispered
But deep down she knew she would
One day
She will fade
She will vanish
They might cry
But hey ! they would never die
They didn't care from the beginning
So why should she try ?
She's tired
She could never please them
She could never be like " them "
She's not normal
She knows
She knows ……

I love you
And I miss you

Come back
Shine your light

Its been dark lately
Its been harsh lately

You brought the life to me
But you took it back

You left ? I broke
You screamed ? I never spoke

So give me the reason ?
Why ? what did I do to you ?

My love was suffocating ?
That's nothing new

I gave you my whole heart
But some parts went missing from the start

You lied ? I cried
You ignored ? I paused

It  was then that I realized
That we were never meant to be from the  start !

she sits all alone in the cold
thinking of things that cannot be told
Remembering him and the pain of November
" Its over now , were at the end of December "

A tear falls from her eye
and she begins to cry
For she is feeling very lonely
and she actually misses his company


Memories of him flash through her mind
she hugs herself , for this is a pain she cannot hide
" I miss you " she whispers to the spirits lingering in the air


no answer

just pain mixed with
**fear

I was as fresh as the morning air

                           then you came and exposed me
                    
                                                                to your toxic poison
                                                                                                         *Toxic Air

tears well up in my eyes
as i look up at those skies

my heart breaks a hundred times
and i remember all those times
of happiness
with you

Yet you're no longer here
and i cant find you anywhere

but i know for sure
that all the pain i will endure
will be worth it

its a price i have to pay
in order to
forget

-G.E.G

Moving on was the hardest part
Because I believed that you didn't even leave

Next time ? I'll be sure to lock my heart
I'll make sure that my feelings will be blocked

I don't regret it
Yet it didn't make me happy for long

I can't deny that you were the reason behind my giggle and smile
Yet you didn't last long
And I went back to my depressing hole
I don't miss you
I miss those feelings
Security
Love
*Happiness

" He's here "
I whisper to myself

It's all lies though
Because we both know
That you won't come back again

You don't know how much I miss you
Yet I had to let you go

Life was perfect with you
Yet my  imperfections did show

I tried hiding how broken I am
Yet you uncovered the secrets

This heart I have ?
You owned

Yet .... You had to leave me and go

Yet .... I lost you