life is full of unexpected happenings; sometimes it'll throw storms at you, and some days it'll fill your week with sunny days, and a slight breeze. that's why you have certain people in your life; while one will comfort you, make you feel at ease, another may bring you back down to earth, let you put together the pieces. some people are lucky enough to have one person, who can do all of that. some people aren't lucky at all, and find themselves in the company of individuals, not fitting any of the criterias, period. but you work with what life gives you, and you work through tough times, and no matter how lucky or unlucky you are; you get what you've been destined to get. you just gotta believe in it.

be like water.
still and calm as a pond.
strong and harsh as a storm.
even when it all feels like mud.

maybe i don't know you at all, but ****. every part of me wants to. i want to know all the itty bits of you, the things that piece you together. i want to know your favourite colour, your worst nightmares, your wildest dreams. i want to know what keeps you up at night, what song you'll leap for at the sight of a karaoke machine, and about the time you broke your arm at just thirteen. i want to know you on your good days, your bad days, and everything in between. and i know it can be hard, i know it's hard to trust people, but i am willing to wait. i'm willing to wait for you to let me in, because you, my darling, are worth it. you're worth the heartache, and the times i have to push back when you try to distance yourself from me, and you're worth the nights you call me and wake me up because you need someone to just ramble to. your worth is undeniably large, and that says a lot, because i wouldn't do this for simply anyone. you're special. in my mind, you are. you're an extraordinary human being full of talent and wonder and yes, flaws, but you are perfect in my vision, you; you're you. and that is everything to me.