**** it i miss you nor only because you made it seem ok,but you made the pain go away.  
I'm crying not because it hurts but because you said you'd bever leave.Now i don't know where to start i don't think i should grieve.

I don't want you as my friend.        
I need a forever lover
I want someone that i know won't love another.

I hate looking in the mirror && seeing these pimples.            
Touching my face feeling these wrinkles.                
Seeing all the black spots i have.                          All these marks making me sad.  


                              
The mirror is hurting me.                        
I'm finding it hard to believe what i see.                    
Trying to except the pain i carry.                              
&& except that God made me imperfectly.