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Nolan Bucsis Apr 2018
No one will fix you.
Only your banal self.
And, it's not profound.
Just.
Happens.

You can lick your own wounds.

I did.
Nolan Bucsis Apr 2018
There were a few secret subtle moments.
I shared with you.
But.
Mostly you're just.
Dead and.
Gone.
Nolan Bucsis Apr 2018
I dance with my shadows.
Until the music in my mind.
Dies.

Sublimated into something.
With no words.

Just a rhythm.
Twitching muscles.
Nolan Bucsis Apr 2018
Today.
An autistic man was playing the free piano.
Turning pages that weren't there.
Not twitching or mumbling to himself.
Not odd.
Composed

And

By God.
It was better than anything I'm capable.
Carved in his mind.
Beautiful.
For a moment.
Nolan Bucsis Apr 2018
There's nowhere I can go.
When the next cataclysmic catastrophe destroys my life.
There is no safe place of sentiment and empathy.
Nothing and no one there to tell me it's ok.

No food.

No kind words.

No favours or luck.

Just.
Struggle.

Just.
Motion forward to somewhere else.
Problem solving myself from here to there.
As it comes.

The future so distant.
All I can imagine.
Is these tired blistered feet.
Walking down some burning asphalt.

My soundtrack the crickets and wild things.
That live beyond the ditch.
Etched in my mind.
Perpetually leaving.
Nolan Bucsis Apr 2018
No one writes me love songs.

And, if they did.
I'd simply just burn them.

Like so many thrown away possibilities.
I don't want.

Like so many people.
So many temporary obsessions.
Nolan Bucsis Apr 2018
I'd get lost in these grid roads.
If the moon.
Didn't show me the way.
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