Mind racing with my feet below me
pacing back and forth
Focus out of control,
Paranoia creeping in.
My flaws, my mistakes, my past
Like a jacket that will never leave my back.
Do they know, about my faults, have they seen who I really am.
What is all of it, when I am gone
The thoughts will escape our heads
And our souls will be taken far away.
So I'm leaving these old mistakes,
For somethin so great.
Hope.

In my mind,

I think of the snow on the mountains,
How did these ginormous creations come about?

In my mind,

I wonder why the ocean is full of millions of creatures, how deep and extravagant is it?

In my mind,

I question why something so simple as a tree, or a leaf can interest me?
What is it that pulls me in to its beauty.

In my mind,

I am surprised by the people that forget the wonder that surrounds them.
Have they forgotten how magnificent this world is.

In my mind,

I'm scared that people will not understand that all of this beauty is for a reason, to keep us at peace.

In my mind,

I can forget and turn to things that can't fill me, it's until I remember the breath of life on the earth that I can feel glory.

When my feet had left the ground it felt like I was flying,
Nothing between the ground and my feet, slowly prying.
Than I realized, after a moment, that I was never flying at all,
All along, I was on my way, to my biggest fall.
I was so caught up I couldn't see,
What was actually in store for me.
Now I'm stuck in mid air, with two ways to go,
a fork in the path, a split in the road.
It seems I come up short every time,
But is it worth every try?
All I know is I'm in need,
Of something bigger, I share my plead.
I need my eyes to open up and my heart to not give in
There are things that are strong, but nothing as powerful as Him.
I fail in many things, I'm greedy, foolish and I have a short temper,
but if I dwell in those, I might forget, to remember.
He is stronger than than all the wrong,
And when I am weak he is strong.