he asked me if i would go to lunch
i said i had homework
how about tomorrow?
he asked again
i said i couldn't find him
and that i was sorry
a third time he asked
i wasn't hungry
maybe another time
the fourth time
i had no excuse
no ifs ands or buts
nothing happened
the fifth
i finally told him
i can't step out of my comfort zone
i can't do this right now
Nikolai ....
*I do like you...but for all the wrong reasons. And besides..if you really knew what kind of person I am, you wouldn't dare look at me the same way ever again...
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