Why can't you see?
The other side of me
Loving you secretly
Hiding behind those camaraderie.

Hurt me twice or even thrice
Feed me with your unending lies
Make me cry together with the skies
But still, I'll never stop treating you nice.

I tried
But you hide
I cried
Yet still, you don't mind

The sweetest words in this world
Was turned into bitter ones when you said  those two words.
Words that made me feel blue
Words that turned  my world into B&W;
When you only said a bitter  "thank you"
As a reply to my sweet "I love you ".

I tried
But you hide
I cried
Yet still you don't mind.

I want to hold unto my fantasy
But hold back when my mind was brought into reality
Reality that I'm holding into something
Something that's not even alive nor existing.