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nin-esque Nov 2013
“Hello”, you said.
“Stay afar!”, I said.
For I am aware of the venomous snakes slithering out beneath your frigid words.
There is a darkness that clouds your vision, therefore darkness is what you see.
Purity and stillness is what you lack.
The vibrancy of your scintillating image in my memory renders me a great daydreamer.
Your darkness compels me.
“I want you”, you said.
“I love you”, I said.
(Love is dead; love is dark; love is merely a conception.)
But, you are darkness.
Are you not what you despise?
Sorrow is calling for you, can you hear?
My attempts to save you are wasted.
Oh, but Love, I am so addicted to your ******* darkness.
“You found me”, you said.
“It was inevitable”, I said.
Darkness swallowed me as a persistent wave swallows the Earth.
Do I mind?
Not at all.
We have collected each others hearts and are smoking our love away;
So high and weightless we are.
Two feathers drifting together in the wind.
Darkness is beautiful.
It is only in darkness that one can see the moon at its brightest phase.
“My love for you will perpetuate”, you said.
“My sweet darling, together we will perish”, I said.
Earth’s surface is not our limit.
Limitations do not exist for our adventurous souls.
The different realms favor us and open their doors.
We can fly.
There sitting on a star I meet your violet eyes.
One would believe your lips to be made of sweet wine.
“We made it”, you said.
nin-esque Nov 2013
Solidity.
Annihilate the frigid stone wall that has
blocked you away from the world of
impassioned feeling and risk, chancing
what could have or would have been.


Solidity.*
Do not be impervious to your hearts
true desires, for I am here awaiting
your return to a world where our
inseverable bond remains just that. Free
yourself from the dark abyss you have
become accustomed to and come find me.
nin-esque Nov 2013
What is love?
A mere conception; a psychological distortion to mental stability.
This venomous snake we call love tightens its slithering body around
my ability to be mentally acute.
I am dead.
Unrequited love murdered me until I was nothing but an iota of black
nothingness- and I allowed it. I wish to be hollow and apathetic.
Feeling is destructive; Feeling consumes me under immobile stillness-
a stillness morbidly magnetic, for it attracts weak souls as my own and
I am no longer who I desire to be. I am a dark figure sliding by one’s
peripherals- that is me and all I am capable of becoming. Perhaps if
love favored my poor delicate soul, I would be alive and well. Perhaps
if love favored my foolish heart, I would be lying next to my beloved in a
bed of granted dandelion wishes.
nin-esque Nov 2013
The iced night kissed the closed window with frost.
There you lay fitting against me like a puzzle piece
As the tangerine fire scintillates in front of our bodies
Leaving shadows of paintings on your skin.
An ocean is flowing through your hand as you trace
The stardust freckles sprinkled upon my face.
Poems of ardent passion are being exhaled from your
Lungs. The moon is playing Al Bowlly’s tunes of 1930 love.
Can you hear? I want nothing more than for you to
Consume me whole right this moment. You quench my
Thirsty body in your red wine kisses. I am wholly yours
In a way I will never be anyone else’s. Feed my soul
Your impassioned heart and dig your teeth into mine.
For my heart is yours, Love. Our cardiac muscles are
Beating in sync with each other. We are one. Molded
Into your skin, and you in mine, our souls meet on
The border of our physical life and the realm of the next.
Euphoria and love is seeping through our bodies making
Our somatosensory system heightened to extents
Of ******* happiness. Your eyes kiss into mine words
of I love you. This is where we belong. You found me.
nin-esque Nov 2013
Our eyes met with juvenile and naive desires.
I, being unaware
You, apathetic to emotion and fully aware of your murderous inclinations.
An inseverable string was attached to my heart; I was your puppy.
Was sadness profusely emanating from my pores that it convinced an ounce of feeling into your caged, dusty heart?
Or was it the happiness I found even through your hurtful intentions?
With hesitation you reached for my hand and noticed the river of lines in your palm aligned perfectly with mine.
Your synapses are firing and you feel electric and alive.
Love dripped from your glossy cornea.
The moon forgot the waves and took us in replacement.
You loved me to the very core of my existence- physical and spiritual.
All else ceased entirely.
(Nov. 27, 2012)
nin-esque Nov 2013
There you were tonight lighting the sky with colors of the rainbow
emanating from your peaceful aura.
I felt you.
My entire being was disembodied and life was divided into a physical
and spiritual world.
You and I met in the realm where our incorporeal selves swam.
Warmth fled through my body as you led me toward the charcoal sky.
This is where our strings tied.
This is where you kissed love upon my soul.
This is where I will wait for you, my sweet darling.
nin-esque Nov 2013
I lack a Love I know I’m destined to have.
Where are You? I pine for Your existence. I need You. I ache to touch You- to kiss You.
My ravenous heart grows impatient by the second..
Find me- quick- before hopelessness freezes me entirely.
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