Nikki Belle

Nikki Belle Oct 2014

DECISION

Waves hit like a brick wall
Right in the middle of my aching chest.
Baby, why did you do this to me?
Do I not deserve more?
Baby, we were almost there.
Why did you do this to me?
I must hate you, I must shun you.
But I can't.
The pain is great. It throbs within me.
You've hurt me badly.
But I forgive you.
I forgive you not because I must.
But because I can.

9/19/14
This is for a friend of mine.

Nikki Belle Jul 2014

Us.

A disastrous relationship,
     shaky,
          unstable.
We are unique,
     one-of-a-kind.
Could we last?
Would this be forever after?
Or is tomorrow our end?
We met in sticky situations of our own,
     we met half way there.
Is it the beginning of together
     and the end of each other,
Or the deaths of one another?

6/22/14

Nikki Belle May 2014

Phantom

The tendrils of pleasure
     wrap around my soul.
The shadow of your touch
     lingers in my memories.
Acts of old.
Times of new.
All that has been,
     would never cease to be.

05/20/14

Nikki Belle May 2014

Before the bell rings

Beautiful moments.
Pesky butterflies.
Corny dialogues.
Happy ever after.
Partners made for one another.
Could people be more immature?
To believe that Prince Charming is waiting,
The glass slipper the entry to a new life.
How about a tragic love story?
where the prince was disowned by his father
The peasant a *****
The fairy godmother - a disturbing problem to humanity
And the ending is such a tragedy.

05/10/14

Nikki Belle Mar 2014

Little Flower

A grassy plain,
dotted with beautiful flowers.
Look closely, look closely.
There you'll see
a decaying flower.
The decay did not wait
for the flower to bloom.
It did not wait
for the perfect time.
It set its jaws.
And captured the budding flower.
The flower, not entirely helpless,
gave up hope on itself.
It gave up all that it had.
It succumbed to the darkness
that wanted to devour it whole.
Now you'll see, a decaying flower maybe.
Woe to the the unshed beauty,
the full capabilities of the little flower.
It is now no more, no more.

3/7/14

Nikki Belle Mar 2014

Silent Whispers

Do you hear the whispers of my heart?
There, there! It whispered again.
Did you hear? It whispered your name.
It whispered the way it wants you to hear it.
Could you not hear?
You aren't deaf. Maybe it's the din around you.
Yes, that's it. Come closer, come closer.
And hear the whispers of thy heart.
Leave the past. Worry not about tomorrow.
Relish in today and treasure every moment.
Know that your name is the only name that my heart cries out.
Alas! You still don't hear it.
Let your guard down. Let m into your heart.
And maybe, maybe our hearts would reach out to each other.
Oh! That's why, it's ok. My heart would whisper your name,
Until it, too, would fall silent from thy pain.

03/15/14

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