Initially when you caught my eye
not ever i deduced it would be the foundation  
The trifling chattels you did,
seems to have hitched  
enduringly with zest
Still can’t accredit it has concluded
and i am situated
heeding  to your best loved hymn
hoping i could fabricate,
but within i know can’t orignate.
The deterioration is
worse than the estimation.  
Carrying  you in the consoled  memories
dear companion here i’ll say goodbye.

An inquest that demands  to be answered
a concealed suspicion that lingers on like a cancer.
Days  after days it keeps on augmenting
the craving propagates,
although the elucidation is still suspended.
it could be  alongside or could be distant
or still an object that craves to be existing,
the separation is crucial with the resolution being more brutal.
But then in the dark nights
its your demons that you gotta fight.

One thing to keep you alive
the utter joy to strive .
It wakes up the dead soul
who has none , have it all .
Rich or poor it doesn't care
a single ray that will suffice is extremely rare .
Being in a world so dark
never ending nights fall wide off the mark .
Stuck deep with the dreams intact
get up and don't let your soul depart.

Life's hard don't let it start
Mixed emotions it has 
No One stays 
It's one confusing maze 
You cross one you enter other and then you don't have the strength to go further 
You're forced to get up
In this world you're stuck
You can leave because that is what you want 
**As All you have is your fake world to flaunt

Lost in a world so deep in a world so known
With no clue of where are you from .
The people are different they want something
Something that you could never give.
You try , try so hard but you fail
And you stand alone feeling miserable .
And then you think is there no one
Who could help you .
You wait and wait but you can't feel anything
But then comes a day .
A day when your wait is over
That day when you're immensely happy .
And the others are apparently sad because you leave
Leave for a world that is pretty inside and out .
World where love is divine
Because you're  not the ocean with the life being your shore line .

I sit here thinking about you
Thinking about the good times
everything about you is special
that feeling of being with you is magical
the warmth of your hug
the sweetness of your kiss
ahh ! i miss you so much  
every day i love you more
i can feel your presence
wherever i go i can feel it .
** I love you

Nobody in the world understands me
I wanna run away and set myself free
I look around i see happiness
but the time i look inside i can see nothing but a complete mess
With no strength left inside me
I get up but failure is what i receive
Crying is what i do every night
Thinking next morning i may get to see a different site
But no its still the same
Infact its worse and all my efforts are in vain
Everybody takes me wrong
Its difficult to deal with it and stay strong
I just wish for that one day
When i would get someone who would make it okay
Make my life better
When everything would be sweeter
But it seems impossible
Just like my never ending pain .

The time when you are alone,
The time when you are known.
Everybody is looking at you,
But on the inside you feel so blue.
You know  you are seen ,
But any of it doesn't make you mean.
You are a ***** that's what they say ,
And you know no ones gonna stay .
Hated, betrayed , ****** this is what you feel ,
But life goes on n so do you
Keeping the pain inside
Faking a smile , life goes on like a bumpy ride .

You are the one I want
You are the one I desire
You are the one I love
You are the one I admire
I am glad you came
Seeing you takes away all my pain
The truth is I can't live without you
Even a second seems more than a year or two
You are my lucky charm
My heaven is inside your arms
I just want you to stay
Coz you are the one who brightens up my day
I love you now more
Even than before .

A dream I had seen,
Being with someone I was never meant to be.
Whatever you did,
It broke my heart and ripped me apart.
I feel so blue,
There's nothing that I can do .
You were everything that I had,
Everything that I wanted.
How could you do this?
Staying with you was my only wish .
I feel so empty , so scared
Of this life I am fed up .
The love that I had was not enough,
Not enough to make you stay .
So now you leave,
Leaving me in a dismantled state of peace.

I am such a disgrace,
I don't feel like showing my ugly face.
I am sorry for whatever I said,
I am sorry for whatever I did.
With you every time I fought,
These were never the things I was taught.
It's all me , all my mistake,
I have kept everything at stake.
I deserve this, yes I do,
But all that I feel is  actually true.
I am just a creepy creature,
Who no longer deserves to live.
But death won't come that easy for me,
For I need to feel the misery.
I wanna go far away,
No one wants me to stay .
They are just so right,
I don't have the  strength to fight .
I will go soon I will,
When my soul would wander and my body would be still.